If Today Was Your Last Day

[ernest88]

Here are the threads in all their glory from beginning to end.

My Story
Unleash the 2x4's & Let The Beatings Begin
Stick a Fork In Me, I am Done
Auntie Em, Uncle Henry, Toto, It is A Twister, It is a Twister
If a Bullfrog Had Wings
Two WAW's Walk Into A Bar
Playing Till the Last Whistle Blows
Mediation Begins The Good, The Bad, The Ugly
Mediation Begins #2, The Good, The Bad, The Ugly, Revisited
Fishing, Dogs and Divorce, Oh My
Landmines, Booby-Traps and Dork Holes Life As A DAM
If I Was A Porno Star My Name Would Be
Gone Like A Freight Train
Give it to Mikey, He will Eat It, He will Eat Anything
Have a Drink on Me
Threadapaoolza
Crazy Train
I will Sleep When I Die
Forget About It
You Do Not Know What Love Is
It Is The Only One You've Got
I Am All That And A Box Of Tampons
Clowns To The Left Of Me, Jokers To The Right
The Lucky One
Gotta Be Somebody
Receiving Total Consciousness
Let Me Be Myself
Rednecks, WalMart, Velvet Elvis, A Hillbilly Life
When It Is Over

If Today Was Your Last Day-Nickleback

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day


So..It's where I am..One week out. I'm still breathing, I'm still living. I'm still feeling.

I'm pissed this morning. I've pretty much got a I don't care attitude this morning.

On a side note things are looking up as far as mikeshairstylist38. Talking, texting and working on time to get out.

So lots of options I'm weighing this morning. What to do, what not to do..maybe even burn some bridges.. Decisions, decisions..LOL

If today was my last day and I knew it was the way I feel right now..I just can't predict what I'd do..

and that's not a good thing.

[Kalni]

First!! Gimme a Jack please...
xx
K

[ernest88]

only here for the drinks?? I can deal with it..

[StrgMarvelousWmn]

too sad for drinks. I start drinking now I will only get myself in trouble.

SMW

[ernest88]

hey what's up?? you need my work number?? I'll send it in the alt.. U

[Kalni]

They blocked the alternative universe at my work... Anyway, SMW, I hope nothing very serious is going on...

Mike, I'll take SMW's drink too... (and YES, I AM here ONLY for the drinks... LOL)
K

[BobbiJo]

K can have my drink too, I am at work. But I will take one from her later to even it out...

Mike, sorry you are in P.O.'d mode. Try not to beat up on your co-workers today.....lots of days I am pretty pi$$ed at how my life is turning out....I work with children though so I gotta hold it in...

Glad to hear hairstylist is going well. Are you done with customerservicerep after the weekend adventures? Not that you couldn't juggle..........

[ernest88]

(and YES, I AM here ONLY for the drinks... LOL)

OK..so drinks are on me since they offer no T-shirt for your 50th thread..and here i thought I had something to look forward too.

[ernest88]

Try not to beat up on your co-workers today

my co-worker retired..LOL..everyone else knows to steer clear I think..LOL..

Glad to hear hairstylist is going well. Are you done with customerservicerep after the weekend adventures? Not that you couldn't juggle

now this quote sounds bad and I must be careful how I answer..LOL..Let's say the CSR38 and I are still good friends, there is no connection for me with her. I've never taken MHS38 out but have known her for 9 years and consider her a friend..not a good friend I talk to everyday but she knows about my life and I know about hers. I would like to explore things with MHS38 and see how it goes..I just want to go out, have a good time and have fun and leave my options open..

I think deep down CSR38 may be looking for more than I am willing to offer..she does not say that but my "little Voice" makes me very wary..and that sounds awful..I know..

[Sugar and Spice]

she does not say that but my "little Voice" makes me very wary..and that sounds awful..I know..

Thats not awful, its truth. Thats what that little voice is for. If you have made it clear up front that all you are looking for is to go out and have fun, nothing serious then you've done what you can. There is nothing wrong with wary.

So keep me posted when we start the descent to the 7th ring...

BTW...I'll take a Bailey's and Coffee.