My story

[Manta]

Well doing old hobbies again. Guitar, scale modelling, self help books and obviously work keeps me distracted. When i come to the empty apartment, it's lonely. I'm making plans for every weekend. Trying to stay away from the alcohol.

[neffer]

She´s not all of that, she seems to be. Then, believe nothing that they say...

No expectations, be the lighthouse.

[Manta]

Its hard neffer. She's moved out so i dont see her anymore. Twice in the last 5 weeks. She's living with one of her work friend/colleague's.

She isn't going to leave her job. I guess this A will be a LDRA , unless AP moves to this country.

Anyway, i have to focus on myself now. I wish she would even give MC a chance. She's checked out for now.

[neffer]

Of course it’s hard M. But what else can you do? You must work on yourself. Get amoafwl.

You don’t go to MC when W has an AP. She should go to IC, but it’s up to her.

Keep DBing. Get the strength M!

[Manta]

Its our 2 year wedding anniversary, just wondering should i stay NC and say nothing?
She still has us as her profile pic on FB. Its been NC since last Saturday.

[Davide]

Don't reach out. Stay strong. You can do this.

[neffer]

NO contact. Keep your mind busy. Be strong.

[Manta]

Thanks guys. It's going to be a tough weekend.

[Manta]

Well she just messaged me....

"Are you and the cats ok"


Haven't replied. We have two cats she loves. It's a cold and stormy night tonight.
Don't know what to say. Hasn't spoken to me since Saturdays cold meeting.

[Manta]

Didn't reply to her.