Moved out, working on GAL

[doodler]

So I'm finally sleeping pretty normally, and I can eat without getting sick to my stomach. I'd count that as progress!

fightin,

That's huge progress! A good night's sleep can make a huge difference in your mood and attitude.

[fightin]

Yes, it has helped a lot since I've been able to sleep and eat.

[hawker]

Glad you are sleeping and eating again...it is important to keep yourself healthy!! I hope you have a good time with your SS tomorrow, I know you miss him!!

[fightin]

Thanks hawker, a little normalcy in this crazy ride has been welcome.

I will definitely enjoy my time with him.

[fightin]

Well tonight was rough. I picked up my SS and all he could talk about was mom's new work friend that was there this morning when is other stepmom dropped him off. She has 2 dogs, they are great, he got to feed them treats and snuggle with them. Well mom's new work friend is actually the OW. I'm making an assumption here, but I'd guess she didn't tell him she's mom's gf because she is very worried about him not liking her and wants him to get to know her first.

She invited me in and instead of saying "No thank you" I had a brain spasm or something and said "I'm not comfortable with that." to which she gave me a not very nice look. We barely spoke at all, I was anxious as heck and just wanted to get the heck away from her.

That said, my actual time with my SS was nice once. He loves video games and is super smart with them so he told me all about one of his games. It was nice to just see him happy and excited about something. He has such a soft heart!

Other than that I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving!

[Maybe]

Fighting,

I can really relate to your posts because I too say stupid things and then am overly worried about others reaction. But if I am not living in my head, I think it'S perfectly normal to say "I am having a strange moment" thing, as long as you don't overreact to other reaction. Chances are they forget about it after 5 secs, if you carry on as per usual. And yes, this is something I need to start doing too:)

You have a beautiful soft heart too, otherwise you wouldn't be hurting like you are now. I hope you find some sort of spiritual guidance because I believe the answers we are looking for lay within. I don't believe in gods, but lately I brought a deck of angel cards, and it's amazing helpful for me...

[fightin]

Thank you for your kind words Maybe. I too have a spiritual side and I'm leaning on my faith a lot throughout this time.

So I have a small motorcycle that W and I purchased so I could learn to ride, then I upgraded. The small one is in her name, but we agreed I'd receive the profit from its sale so the bike resides with her so she can sign off on the title when it sells. Today we were texting about it because someone wanted to see it.

She then sent me a song and said it reminded her of me and I should listen to it if I hadn't already. I have and I like the song a lot because it reminds me of myself too. It is about a girl that puts her worth in her physical appearance more than her inner beauty and character. A couple lines are "You should know you're beautiful just the way you are
And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart".

Anyway, I didn't respond to that at all and only responded to the stuff about the motorcycle, but it made me extremely angry that she thinks it is okay to send me thing like that. Hopefully she'll get the hint by my not acknowledging it.

[fightin]

Hey everyone. Wondering if I'm getting temp checked. First the song my W sent me, and then I got on Pinterest and she "liked" a pin I had that was on my "Love & Relationship" board that was about unusual dates. So is that temp checking or does she think I'd think it was just cool of her to go on there and steal date ideas for her and her gf?

Do I block her or just let her keep doing it so that my actions don't changed based on her actions?

[fightin]

Any advice on the above post?

Did anyone do any Black Friday shopping? I used to all the time, but the last few years I have steered clear. I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving! I have to get a few things done today, and then planning on meeting some friends later to hang out.

[Rose888]

Honestly, I never pay attention to who likes my pins, so I would try to just ignore this. I don't think it's significant enough to try to figure out what she's thinking or to block her from doing it in the future.

I'm a Black Friday abstainer. We're having a quiet day at home.