I'm struggling a bit.. But I've so much planned in this week I don't think I have the time to wallow.. I'm holding off being affectionate.. Any I loves you.. In fact yesterday I think I came off frosty, in a sense I just didn't have anything nice to say. I'm really thinking on what do I want to be, when I met him- I was the kinda woman I wanna be.. Confident, absolutely full off life, travelling nothing phased me So this is what I want to capture agin
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
It may be that I am a shallow person but I have always found that being vain can help take things off my mind. Easiest things to do, especially with a young baby in the house.
Baths, DIY facials, or maybe just nail polish when you can't get out of the house?
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
No I'm with you. Makes me feel better, it boosts your confidence a touch. Went out for a coffee with a friend. It's when I get home that I feel s**t.. Ughhhhhhh
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
Confided in an old friend.. He is a lot older, and helped me see things from a mans perspective. He basically reiterated that I need to make me the best I can be , and as happy as I can be.. Been mad busy all day. Got a few things lined up to do.
H is usual quiet self. Not much to report, I've barely seen him
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
Hi Cherry, this is what I've always liked about you. Although you are in pain, you are a fighter and it doesn't take much for Sassy Cherry to re-emerge. I'm glad you have some nice things planned, and I'm sure you will go to them tossing your hair and looking lovely.
I would leave H to wallow for a little while just now.
Take care my friend xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
Guys, thank you for dropping by, that's great to know I have the support. I've been out gal-img this morning by myself, and went for a nice drive. Then spending the afternoon out with friends, ml and baby on a trip out.
I have been having a great think on how to make me happy, and what can make me happy. I'm trying to count my blessing. I hurt, I really do- and when I see h it can sometimes stab. BUT I keep telling myself this isn't about me- he needs to take his journey, and I need to be happy.
H hasn't said much, I have had slight conversations, but it has seemed very yes and no. He is probably confused as to why am I sashaying around the house, happy. But today, I actually feel a bit happy- I'm trying to look at myself and do what's best for me. And that makes me strong, not in a selfish way- I'm still running a home, food is still done. Looking after my family. But doing what makes me happy, had my highlights done- so my hair is looking good- and I have a new fur coat I feel like me
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
I feel like me