"Ace" is a pseudonym--I'm a fool, but not that much of one.
I don't really have much to report. Read halfway through Chapman's "Love Languages." Been talking to W over SMS, sometimes by phone. She makes sure to always thank me for any little thing I do (like drive her to work), but I find it annoying because it seems so unnatural and unnecessary. She asked about MC again, suggested we just go to my IC since I'm already there. I explained that we should try to look for the best option available instead of the most convenient one. She thinks it doesn't really matter since we're the ones who will have to do most of the work anyway, but I pushed back and asked to continue the convo later.
Been working out like crazy in preparation for our upcoming beach resort trip, wanted to give the W something to lust over. How ridiculous. I neither feel love for her nor do I even find her attractive. Hell, after she came clean, I don't find anyone attractive anymore--it's like something inside just broke. Yes, in her mind, our R didn't exist anymore, I get that. But, I fail to see what purpose confessing serves since she knew I didn't feel the same way. What was the point? What was there to gain??
Last edited by eclipse; 08/26/1511:46 AM.
Me:31 W:31 D:6 T: 9/2001 M: 1/2009 W unhappy: 6/14 W moves to parents: 10/14 W wants D (angry): 12/14 W okay w/ S: 2/15 W wants D (calm): 2/15 W gets new job/place: 3/15 W admits PA, suggests MC: 8/15
Me:31 W:31 D:6 T: 9/2001 M: 1/2009 W unhappy: 6/14 W moves to parents: 10/14 W wants D (angry): 12/14 W okay w/ S: 2/15 W wants D (calm): 2/15 W gets new job/place: 3/15 W admits PA, suggests MC: 8/15
