Yeah, I see my part. I rushed in although I offered help, she had to do the work.
I think she could also feel its pointless, something we are all familiar with, the don't think I can do it fear!
The f word again, the fear.
I had a chance to ask a bloke out, I let fear stop me. Dead in my tracks, the anxiety the feeling I used to get before I vomited. Something I did for weeks after bd, came and I bailed. Totally.
What can I do, well I can help build her up, same as she did for me.
That I can do. Nods uh huh, I can.
Last edited by Ggrass; 11/14/1411:57 AM.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
Well jim, just do it, I gave out my number once and heard nothing back. Turns out the guy was an ar$$ with 3x gf at home, but thought he qualified as single!
My friend says maybe they are waiting for you to ask them out. I as a woman tend to think men need to ask, if your being open friendly and flirty. As would you like coffee? Regardless I would say yes, in most cases.i
It's Nice to be asked.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
Well, s16 stuffed me round, I said hey I was doing a special for you and waiting round for you.
Please folks sit down, he apologised. Via text. He also came home nice as pie and grabbed bits to head out again all weekend.
I also had to toddle up the paddock to grab hounds who escaped when the tenant was trying to yard the sheep. I walk almost as good in high heels and a dress in the paddock as I do in town. In fact I think better!
Tenant got his wish of see the hot dress and heels! these outfits are becoming more famous than me.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
No dress for dinner tonight I doubt. Does a happy dance tho as my water tanks were on critical level so the sound of water pouring in . Perhaps the inside delcutter will continue and the wheelie bin will fill this weekend, after all.
Last edited by Ggrass; 11/15/1410:57 PM.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
Well it was cold, and the mate of mate make who's been having a very tough time with his break up, didn't come. We did book for 6 and say we thought we would have 8 but alas wasn't to be. I still had a really good laugh trying for selfies without old ladies double chins, tears and aching cheeks all round. Her teen daughter was hanging her head in embarisment and saying I don't know these crazee people.
No dress as it was damn freezing, hawt jeans tho. Didn't win any $ or prizes.
There is to be roster changes at work, but now we are doing the regular Sunday dinner, I'm telling them no Sunday night. Period.
Oh seems the truth does out. The interstate bestie who I havent really talked to since her vist for her school reunion said one of her * cough *old bf is from the ow town. He has had a problem with her, even tho he's happliy married she decided she wanted him. She cause him and his wife huge drama.
Oh and the reason for her long term r breaking up, was some bloke she got caught having an a with, funny tho he must have been my h twin same name, exactly same hobbies, same job how co incidental! funny that I seemed to already have know that piece of news on some level.
Now it doesn't hurt, but it makes me feel like a huh, it wasn't just in my head. Her and I had a really good laugh about karma coming round.
So in all my weekend was awesome. Looking forward to this week as the roster change might bring me closer to the hawt cow boy! Lol
I think I need to practice not choking while trying to chat him up!
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
Well rosters are out and as expected my days of being hawt and dressed well after work is over for now.
I have late evening finishes. no point to get gussied up.
I will however take clothes, well the hawt cow boy from the past he comes In Friday night, so effectively I will getting paid to socialise with him. Now only if we can go out for drinkie poos after work Friday.
Sunday night dinners are safe, work no Sundays. Jumps up and down.
Last edited by Ggrass; 11/18/1411:09 AM.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
these outfits are becoming more famous than me.
