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#2236488 - 04/09/12 09:31 AM Re: Dagnabit! [Re: zig]
labug Offline
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Registered: 11/24/11
Posts: 8409
Loc: Sonoran Desert
Yes it was a good Sunday! A beautiful day here in the desert, we've had a nice, long spring and I have enjoyed it.

Rode my bike, did some yoga and saw H who I haven't seen since Thanksgiving (maybe we will have a marriage in which we only see each other on holidays eek). He came to help S19 with his car and we got to have a nice long conversation, mostly about S19.

I'm feeling very free right now but will have to sit with this for a while to uncover my true feelings.

Things that make you go hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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Me 57/H 58
M35 S24 S21
Bomb 3/11 Sep 3/11
Piecing 9/13 12/13 Reconciling

"We can make ourselves miserable, or we can make ourselves happy. The amount of work is the same"~Carlos Castenada

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#2238552 - 04/17/12 11:05 AM Re: Dagnabit! [Re: labug]
labug Offline
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Registered: 11/24/11
Posts: 8409
Loc: Sonoran Desert
Journaling from Sunday:

I feel so bad tonight...Let's just say this has not been a stellar day in my history as a mother. I lost my temper with my son, kicked a chair out of my way and banged a wall with my hand. He can be such a hard case sometimes, no drive, no direction, no plan. I was just so frustrated.

I did apologize, not for my anger but for not managing it better. I had even left the house earlier for awhile to get away and cool off.

I feel like all the work I put into improving our relationship over the last year has gone down the drain because I had to act like a child.

Yes, I tantrumed. And I'm sad for both of us. All I can do now is dust myself off and carry on.

And listen when that little voice inside says STOP!
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Me 57/H 58
M35 S24 S21
Bomb 3/11 Sep 3/11
Piecing 9/13 12/13 Reconciling

"We can make ourselves miserable, or we can make ourselves happy. The amount of work is the same"~Carlos Castenada

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#2238569 - 04/17/12 11:32 AM Re: Dagnabit! [Re: labug]
labug Offline
Member

Registered: 11/24/11
Posts: 8409
Loc: Sonoran Desert
_________________________
Me 57/H 58
M35 S24 S21
Bomb 3/11 Sep 3/11
Piecing 9/13 12/13 Reconciling

"We can make ourselves miserable, or we can make ourselves happy. The amount of work is the same"~Carlos Castenada

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