I'm not really confused about that Lotus, I am just exhausted. I don't even think he is capable of what I would want. I just want some time to sort myself out and him contacting me spins me for better or worse. We covered a LOT of ground yesterday. I was not a wilting flower looking for love. I was mostly listening and I also really set him straight on some things. I just need to get some rest and regroup.
Anyway, got some IRL advice from SP...basically be decent but tell him I need the 48 hours to regroup.
I'm at that point where I need to be honest and polite and take care of myself regardless of consequence.