Alright, so the testosterone twins see the cards being gone as a good thing--he has them. I can have little dreams about him lying in his rack at o'dark thirty, thinking about home and pulling them out to think about what he has left behind--literally and figuratively.
I went to bed early last night and did not send an email yet. After I feed the heathens and put the two small ones down for naps, I will send one then.
I am going to do some things in the house today, it is too hot to go outside. I am hoping it cools down a little, so I can do some yard work later.
Goldey--I have never heard of that website--I will go check it out later. However, I do have a shiny sink--as I HATE a cluttered kitchen!
Later taters!
SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.
Hi Ted! Thanks for what you said on sadincolorado's thread!
I am finally comfortable in saying that I have come far in how t odeal with my situation and my emotions. Hard to believe it has been 6 months since I found out, 4 months since H left. I was still spinning out of control when I started posting here in May. I know that the changes really occured becasue I was finally willing to submit myself to God's will and begin to allow him to change me into the person he wants me to be. I still ahve moments of doubt and confusion--look at me obsessing over cards last night for proof of that!--but I can pull myself back in so much faster now and get myself under control.
Back to cleaning and then I am going out to plant some flowers. It has cooled off a lot and I will not melt!
SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
You have come far in in your time frame and have alot to be thankful for...
Healthy kids...
Husband that is thinking...
Your faith in Christ...
You are becoming a pillar of strength for yourself and your family, we will all have doubts as we travel this road of life with it's ups & downs and sometimes 'S' curved paths. The trick is never to forget where we have been and what it has taken to get where we are now. Don't look into the rearview mirror always aim for looking out the windshield for the things to come.
You are doing so well on your path and for what it means I am proud of you, your ability to recognize when you are spinning and then being able to grab ahold and bring it back to an even keel is something to hang onto not just in your M but in life.
Is there something I missed sometime ago Neilh? Why is it always SMV rather than SMW? Just curious. I guess there must be a reason. Those two letters aren't all that close on the keyboard.
