Stayed at my buddy's house last night, which was good. Right now, when I'm not at the house, I'm staying with friends. I feel like a burden sometimes (although they certainly don't make me feel that way) and so I'm excited to get my own place. However, I also will need to make sure that I fill the nights where I am kidless...with stuff. I'll still need to make plans and do things.
Anywhooo...talked to Rob for a while last night - thanks Rob! I guess I was looking for confirmation from him that I was doing the right thing...for me. He seemed to agree that I was. I trust Rob's input a lot and so that really meant a lot to me.
My buddy and I got up and were on our bikes at 5:30 this morning. OUCH! A few of his neighbors do this ride every week. What the hey. However....I felt like A$$ on the ride. Horrible. Couldn't figure it out. Well....I took my Trazodone at 11pm last night, up at 5am, downed two cups of coffee, jumped on my bike and then these clowns decided to go from 0-100 in the first 2 miles. Ugh. I had to bail and sneak back. I really think I still had the Trazodone pumping through me. Really lightheaded, got dizzy...not good. I'll remember to give myself 8 hours before riding in the future.
Had a long talk with my buddy's W this morning. She's a smart girl and really seems to understand all of this stuff. Just a good conversation.
And here I am...back at work. I have to take my D to her dress rehersal tonight for dance. Then tomorrow morning the kids have their PMC ride....woo hoo. Should be fun. But tonight will be a busy night for me.
Glad you're getting your own place, that's exciting and should be really good for you. Nice that Rob was able to make you feel good about what you're doing. He's so good at this stuff. Sorry you had a disappointing morning on the ride. It happens. At least you're out there getting on your bike! And sounds like you have a good idea as to what caused your lightheadedness. I always hated when a group wouldn't warm up at the beginning of a ride, or always had to race. What is up with that anyway? The could get faster if they learned how to ride slow some of the time. Well, you got a good convo in with a friend... everything works out.
Me: 37 M: 14 yrs Separated 10/06; Filed for D 12/07 Life is good.
Ya know...I just realized something. Back in the fall, I used to wait up for her to come home from school at night. I couldn't wait to hear about her night, etc. Well she is about to swing by my office to switch cars with me. And you know what....I'm really NOT looking forward to seeing her. How sad.
Do you think you could go back into sexual issues forum and change the title to your response of prefers to masturbate? Everytime I scroll down the screen, it says Swashy prefers to maturbate...LOL...you're blowing your image...
found out about affair 8/06 H moves out Nov/06 D final 8/07 X re marries OW 5/08 _________________________ Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying... " I will try again tomorrow". -- Mary Anne Radmacher
