Lots of questions and a good deal of doubt.

[mshaf]

Jounaling,

Wow, I need to spend more time on here. So much to learn here.

Up to this point so much of my focus has been on my M. As part of trying to save myself I need to figure out how to be the best me.

What would the best me look like as a man? What would the best me look like as a father?

Hmm, this is going to take a lot more thought. I have an idea but I need to put down some concrete goals.