I'm back in the sticks somewhere. I've been posting to others lately. Not much new for me to whine about (garcon, some cheese for my whine please). Been reading and learning for everyone.
I can use those virtual shoes. I'm making my new dancing dress. I'm going to look FABULOUS!
it is so hard to detach from the man that you love so very much.you dont have to pretend he doesnt exist you just have to make sure you are strong enough to let his words roll off your back. he does love you he just doesnt love himself.
i am glad you are lissett again that is who you really are not the poolboy lady. you are such a wonderful and sweet woman and it is time for that love to begin to pour out again onto your husband.slowly very slowly but he really does need you to be there. i wish allie would post again because she would tell you that it was her love and her strength that brought me home even when i was the nastiest piece of shit around. i told her such bad things and would make her cry all of the time.i wanted her to love me but i also wanted her to hate me so i could move on without guilt.she trusted in God and she prayed like a maniac.please believe me that when you share the things your husband says it sound as if I am reading about myself. i would also buy things for the children and be mr big shot.i took my wife off of my car insurance and i saw them go without. i have no way to defend myself other then pleasd temporary insanity because money is not my problem and i let my family go without just because i was an asshole and i knew no other way to deal with my crisis.
