Shall I Ask her about the affair...

[Mr me]

Visited doctors about libido pleased I did it though it was difficult as talked about BD etc

[Mr me]

Very chatty today my heart is breaking

[Mr me]

Do you think I should instigate the next 'date' time, or let her decide?

We had a really good weekend and spent time together though no discussions of the A, BD or plans for the M were discussed, should I talk about the A or just be happy in our time together and rebuild it that way?

I suppose I know I am trying to mentally rush things rather bide my time.

I'm also SCARED that in a months time she will say nope the magic is there for her and she will go again (I have not mentioned this to W) and I will be back on the precipice looking over the edge.

Help would be appreciated.

Off to bed again by myself, any thoughts?

[Mr me]

I'm also struggling to talk about things in the future for fear of trying to scare her.

Should I talk about the future?

[ATPeace]

No do not talk about the future this will back her into a corner

Read the rules

It is hard but you have to try to follow them

[sandi2]

Good you went to doctor. Did they check testosterone level?

[Mr me]

Good you went to doctor. Did they check testosterone level?

That appointment was one of the hardest (no pun intended) I have had to do in my life, I'm booked in to do full blood tests.

[Mr me]

I have read the rules, but I'd still like to ask W one question:-

Do you want to save the marriage?

Can I should I ask it?

[Mr me]

Really struggling today so want to look at her mobile which I know is a real no no.

Wondering if it would be easier to let her go so I don't get hurt anymore and maybe I can heal....but yet she text me immediately when she completed her run.

I hurt so much I'm alive but not living.

[Mr me]

Bump