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Originally Posted By: Vanilla
The manky hasn't gone into the skin, it's within the mole edge.
Excellent news! This reminds me of the old saw about how to eat an elephant. One bite at a time.


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Today's open sore was to have my teeth detained.


Did you call the cops so they could arrest your teeth?



Detained

I am a coffee addict

But I guess it's an arresting development

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But the stains have gone.

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Today glam sis is here and I am water fasting for a week.

I want to lose at least 5lbs of white blubbery stuff. It's time to let go of that defence mechanism.

It's time to fit back into my beautiful clothes.

It's time to get confidence to be enough and more.

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One guess who is in the village pub watching England play football?

Oh yes.

WHY?

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The incident on Wednesday took me by surprise. And I ended up with a major crisis again.

Complete collapse and bed for two days.

This time I went dancing but didn't feel very confident about V. Nightmares too.

I just want this to stop.

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Big bear hug ((((V)))) It will help keep you safe.

Nobody messes with bears.


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So I have another open sore issue.

I am dating but not more than 2 dates and I need and want a sexual thing but not an R.

So looking at the steps I am starting a 30 day course on readiness:

Broadly this

Clear the blocks
Date myself (already do that big time)
Turn on the I am available sign (already on)
Investigate target rich environments
Be positive and outgoing, shine and glow with confidence

So today I signed up for the online course and also booked myself on a flirting course

This is going to change

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I am going to encourage big shift.

I have my mind set on it. I am going to create an environment which is conduicive to that happening.

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So today I am fasting and also exercising quite a bit. I may dance.

I had a date booked but he cancelled, so be it, it's dating.

So I am also doing my 30 day meditation and mental clearance challenge. So next 30 days of open sore issues is tackling my mental blocks.

CBT.

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