I used to care what other people think. I became wooden and provide very little to the conversation. I would freeze up and not be able to talk to girls, I still do with ones I am attracted to. I think the it is the visual. I don't struggle with phone calls or typing messages here. When I see them, I struggle. This is much better now then when I was younger. I have grown tired of it and really don't care or worry about it as much anymore. I am all right with them thinking I'm this or that because of what I say. I still struggle with women I'm attracted to. I guess I still care what they think.
Jelly - I am ready to move to NZ! I'll go to spinning class with you. We'll have a great time. I will get to run away, and towards something better - and you'll get a companion at spin class.
Come on down lovely ladies and gorgeous Mu, the weather is good right now and hospitality is mighty good! Let me know when you arrive. Yip Hobbiton is here baby!!! About an hour and half from where I live. Come down to middle earth. Well that's actually in the South Island of NZ, but I wouldn't miss taking you all there. Much love JellyBxxx
Its become a lot harder to migrate to NZ in recent years. Its the same thing as lots of countries, if you have the money , it gets a whole lot easier. Its a tiny little country Ancaire. I reckon you would get to know everyone in no time. LOL You know that book/movie six degrees of separation. Well NZ it's about 3 degrees, from end of the country to the other.
