Had a dream about her last night where we were having happy times with her family like we always did, we were all happy but I felt something odd, like something wasn't right.
Anyhow, I just had to share that. I keep running in to her and we chat for a bit usually, I always look happy and jolly, I guess cause I get to see her!
I totally get that. Funny how you take someone for granted seeing them every day for years. Then it's gone, and just the thought of seeing that person is exciting. I've also had the strange dreams. Had one the other night where my W and I were at my mother's house and I noticed her wander off and start talking to a group of strange guys. Next think I know, she's disappeared and I run all over looking for her. Finally woke up, and felt depressed. It's all part of the grieving process.
Me 47 W 42 T 24 yrs M 18 yrs W living with OM BD1: 3/7/2015 (A with OM#1) BD2: 4/11/2015 (A with OM#2, W moves out) WW filed for D, papers received 9/18/2015. Meeting to determine child custody 9/29/2015.
So she invited me to the movies Friday, we went, she looked AMAZING! She went ahead of me in line and she paid for the tickets, so I bought the Popcorn and drink, we sat next to each other and we kept rubbing arms together and smiling and whispering in each others ears, wow, amazing feeling, like dating! Well at least I felt that!
Went back home she picked up the kids and left..
Saturday they stopped by the house to pick something up my son had forgotten before they went out to a party at her friends place, I just told them to have fun.
Sunday no contact
Monday she called me and we talked for about an hour!!! most we have talked in YEARS!
So she invited me to the movies Friday, we went, she looked AMAZING! She went ahead of me in line and she paid for the tickets, so I bought the Popcorn and drink, we sat next to each other and we kept rubbing arms together and smiling and whispering in each others ears, wow, amazing feeling, like dating! Well at least I felt that!
Went back home she picked up the kids and left..
Saturday they stopped by the house to pick something up my son had forgotten before they went out to a party at her friends place, I just told them to have fun.
Sunday no contact
Monday she called me and we talked for about an hour!!! most we have talked in YEARS!
I feel great!
Sounds good ILYNOT - now, how to keep those expectations at 0?
It sounds like a wonderful moment. At this point in your journey does it seem surreal to you?
It is still very confusing. The other day she asked me if she could join a group of mine and I ignored it as that's a group I joined when I was going through depression through the midst of separation and have met quite a few friends and became a different person, I would hate to lose that..
Today we are scheduled to have a "TALK" please say a prayer for me!
