Cyrena, GW and Hope4Luv, thank you all - thank you so much for sharing your insights and support with me. Cyrena, I love the imagery you've given me, to take my wagon to my grandma's spirit and let mom be with her... my grandma had a stroke so young, when my siblings and I were just babies, actually. So although she had a heart of gold I know that there's so much 'mothering' my mom missed out on as well. It feels nice to think that I could 'leave' her there so she could get the comfort and guidance she needed so badly too. Perhaps that might give me the mental 'space' to find my own comfort too.
GW, thank you so much... your ongoing encouragement and positive words give me courage.
Hope4Luv, thank you so much for posting to me. This quote is very validating... hearing those two 'sides' - that one person blames and accuses, the other defends and explains is so eye-opening to see in a resource like that. It's odd to see it in b&w like that, you know? I'll definitely read more on that site - thank you for sharing. I'm also sorry to hear of your struggles... I read some of your thread this morning before work and I'll continue to read so I can return your kind support.
Hugs and warm thoughts back to you all, FMV.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
M39 W41 Two children WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09 Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10 No longer piecing...Nov 10 Separation Jan 11 EA ends again Feb 11 Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11
