I don't know. Why does S not fall all over himself to get to me when I know he likes me? (Well in that case I know the answer). Just insecurities about myself. I am hung up on my figure issue at the moment though I know that is improving. My self esteem was really down there for a while but luckily was already on its way back up when K started connecting with me. I know we aren't kids anymore and we have both grown up a lot.
I know he had been thinking about me quite a bit since his accident 5 years ago. I just hope he doesn't have rose colored glasses on when it comes to me. I really need to take this one day at a time and not jump ahead. Really hard for me because I do plan way too much.
I want to get to the point where I know I am good enough to have this happen. Just feel as if I am on a wobbly ladder on this last point.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
Hey sister, if he is going to that much trouble, it sure ain't for the pizza...cause you can get that stuff delivered, ya know...
Ok I am in goober mode as well today, so be warned!
My room is always freezing too! It was 75 yesterday and I was shivering in my room! Had on a cute dress but needed a sweater cause my arms were so cold!
Hope you are having a good day...the week is half over!
Unless my radar is way off, he does like me. Get someone else to cover the business while he is gone, driving 1.5 hours just to see me...this is wonderfully insane!!
kat
I am insanely happy for you!!!
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
I think so too. Hopefully they just won't kick us off of here. You can guess we sound like a bunch of college students talking about there latest date but with a lot more past experience thrown in. lol
Even a year ago, I don't think I would have "saw" myself here. I am so lucky that you all hung in there with me.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
What I think is so funny is to go into this just wanting to have fun and ok, maybe a boyfriend, but I know I am not looking for marriage right now. Boy that takes so much pressure off! Whew!
He does make me feel special in all these little ways and well some that are are larger gestures. I haven't had that in a really long time. I think we all could use some of that.
And I am not planning on going anywhere until we all get through this.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
Aren't you guys out too?