Met up with a great group of friends tonight. Good conversation. Got home late. Would say I'm being mysterious, but I don't think W cares anymore. But, SHE is not the reason I did it anyway.
Hammered out a mediation date for late April. Wish I could say I am happy about it. But, I'm not. No other choice, however, but to keep moving forward.
Really feeling the need to get away, even if just for a weekend. Maybe take the kids camping in a few weeks after it warms up a bit. Problem is, I think I need it THIS weekend.
Really feeling the need to get away, even if just for a weekend. Maybe take the kids camping in a few weeks after it warms up a bit. Problem is, I think I need it THIS weekend.
If you can't take 'em camping til it warms up a bit more and you need it now, consider taking 'em camping in a hotel room. Splash in the pool, watch cheesy movies, eat junk food in bed and horse around all day.
Or go do it yourself.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
GIMA, nailing down a date must be a difficult milestone. hugs to you.
I dream of escape too. I imagine myself hiking through the desert...
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
Over lunch today, S thanked me for making this impromptu trip to Disney happen. He's thanked me for doing things for him before, but this time just meant a lot more to me.
I fight allowing my mind to drift to thoughts of my W. I am doing pretty well at not allowing her that real estate in my mind, but it's tough since she and I came here together a lot. I will not let that keep me from bringing the kids. So, this is good training, I suppose.
