Dusk at Dawn.

[chatterbug]

The children issue is a tough one.

I always wanted to have children. And to thank God for not having them. Its just such a horrible thought. I have thought it a few times.

Well now I have an opportunity to have children. ( Either my own or someone else's children to love as my own)

And its an opportunity that I do not want to pass up. If it presents itself down the road.

A very interesting topic of conversation. Children vs. no children.

We have the bonus of fully cutting the cords. Where as those with children can cut the cord but will always have some form of interaction throughout the years.

[flowmom]

I would encourage anyone who truly wants to be parent to follow that wish , whether that's with biological children or otherwise. People who choose parenthood with their hearts find that it brings much joy.

We have the bonus of fully cutting the cords. Where as those with children can cut the cord but will always have some form of interaction throughout the years.

So true. I envy those who can look forward to one day having a clean slate after D.

[chatterbug]

First big goal completed. Run a half marathon. First race ever.

2h18m.

I thanked those who helped me here. When I crossed the finish line. Pictures on alt.

Lots of love. I am so proud.

[newmama]

FANTASTIC~ And you started training 6 months ago? Geesh, it is amazing what we can do in our lives in just 6 months time!!!!

[avermont]

Yaay, CB!

I was wondering today when your 1/2 was--was it today?

Excellent time! Excellent goal achievement!

What's next on the list??

run run meditate run run meditate

[flowmom]

Fantastic cutter!! I hope you are celebrating right now. Way to GAL...

[chatterbug]

Next on list is book vacation (approved today at work )
sell house.
Which adds.
Find new place to live
and get me a truck.


I have 3 more races coming up.

going to book another half in May or June.

Aver I have been thinking very much about moving out of here
I have talked to daybyday about it and P17.
Given it some thought
Since I am not going back into the marriage. I am legally separated according to the law.
My mind and my heart feel the same.

[4luv]

congrats on running the half marathon!!! And you had great time! I am trying to motivate myself to get back to running. My friends and I used to all run the Army 10 miler every year...my last time running was 2007 :-(

[jasper67]

tx for checking in on my thread- saw your pic on the alt...brrrrrrrrr

see you soon

[chatterbug]

Looking for a silver lining today? Sorry, it's south of the border...only GOLD up here!

Yep all about hockey