Hey I have to have an MRI scan for a possible pituitary tumour!!, I'll join you on the feeling sh1t! Ah well, you gotta smile though, even when things are tough...
Sorry Al, I am sure it will be nothing... Afterall, this is supposed to be our year, right?
Nothing happened. The show was amazing, we both enjoyed it very much. 99% of the songs were about love etc etc. He didnt even touch my hand once.. The first one goes: "go back where you love, she didnt deserve all this sorrow you gave her, make it good, tell what she needs to hear, love her with all your heart to ease the pain..." I hope he heard the lyrics...
Then we went for late dinner to a italian. He refused to drink wine and after a while he was tired. We came home and he watched TV while I went to bed.
Sat was ok. Running around all morning for shopping and things, cooked lunch got in a fight caused he yelled at me in front of my D and she started crying saying "I dont like it when you and daddy fight" and I went to where he was and ... gave him the finger. Childish I know and poor choice but I couldn say anything so my D wouldnt hear me so I chose something... silent.
He is here. I dont think he loves me though. I guess time will tell. K
The finger, well, it is completely out of my character, I dont thik I have given the finger to anyonr in my life, not even while driving-lol- but you know what? I enjoyed it! He hated it... Made comments about it. Nothing I really listened.
I find it ironic that he has made it clear in the past, before the bomb and since that he doesnt like your anger.. but that HE is the one that gets angry and shouts. That is NOT acceptable, even in any R, unless you did something real bad (??).. to shout at you in front of the children, not on at all.. and its even less acceptable after what has gone on and that he is supposedly trying to win back your love etc.
And as for the lack of affection last night...Well, maybe he is depressed or something, who knows...
WOW....all that romance and love songs and no hand holding?? He's a zombie! Has o be. Even men who aren't romantic at heart are affected by their partner being affected. Geez!!!
Ali, when are you having the MRI?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Hey K, sorry to hear about your evening. A nice romantic concert followed by Italian food and wine and then the couch and your wife goes to bed alone? ..... I am shaking my head in disbelief. I wish I could try to explain his lack of warmth, I am not even talking about sex here....just some type of physicality or positive emotion. I think the time for excuses is over. I am sure he did not act this way 4 or 5 years ago?
Hang in there Maria....I can't believe it is as bad as you describe it.
