UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Lost Rabbit]

Been thinking of you lots hun, hope the silence is a good one!

[Eskimo Nell]

It came and it went. Some good things but mostly the bottom line is bad.

My heart is breaking - I'm bleeding out.

Hey ho tho - my garden is full of sheep sh*t and looking good so that's all that matters.

[Eskimo Nell]

Hey Rocked - so nice of you to drop by. Thank you for your kind words and prayers ...

I'm not up to it this evening (forgive me) but I shall drop by to visit your thread tomorrow. I appreciate having a new buddy around ... the more the merrier.

Just dropped in myself to find some strength before going to bed ... I just want to hide away from the world and lick my newly opened wounds.

[Eskimo Nell]

Hi Cas - thanks for keeping me in your thoughts.

Yes, H came - and went about 7hrs later - the longest that he has ever stayed. As you may have read above, there were a lot of positives but there were so many negatives to balance it out.

I hear that his heart is not done but his head is.

Where do I go from here??

[dolphin_05]

Hi Nell,

Sending those hugs you so need at this point. Hope you can find peace to ensure you sleep soundly tonight.

Cas

[Eskimo Nell]

Thanks Rabbit .... I'm hiding in the burrow this evening.

[Eskimo Nell]

Cas - I'm finding solace in the bottom of a wine bottle right now. Probably not the best idea as neither of us have eaten all day - too busy shovelling shite - of the emotional as well as sheep variety.

You OK? I have read what's going on but will throw in my best tomorrow. Right now I don't think that I am up to forming a thought, never mind an opinion. Sorry.

Thanks for (((hugs))

[dolphin_05]

I'm fine actually, Nell. We'll catch up tomorrow as I'm off to bed now and you need your beauty sleep...(better than that wine)

See you later

[JCJ]

(((Nell))) try and get some sleep.

[Sanderika]

(((((Nell)))))

Just want you to know I am here and thinking of you.

Keep in mind DB is full of disappointment and set-back for all of us. Quite often more of the aforementioned and less of the positive and promising for a very long time in these sitches.

Come to us when you are able and give us the details (good and bad) in as much as you are comfortable with. Let us, your friends, help you sort it out. (It might be better for you than sitting and dwelling in replay for hours.)

Sleep well, my friend.....((((((Nell)))))

Sanderika