Thanks swl....it is fun having lunch with a grown up!
Please pray for a friend of my H's though...she lost her 3 month old baby to SiDs last night. It's so sad.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
ok...i texted my H to ask if the kids were close by (i wanted to call them) he tried to be smart and said that he left them somewhere else. I didnt take the bait though....i just waited and then said that I wanted to talk to them....so he replyed "well call them".
Jerk
so I called his phone from my cell phone....first thing out of his mouth????? was why you calling from your cell phone?
what did I say? cuz it was in my hand.
Ugh! DOes it really matter why? No, he was being nosy. I couldnt get off of the phone fast enough with him! I dont even wanna talk to him.
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Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Will someone please help me snap out of this mood I am in lately???
I just feel so down. I feel like things are never gonna change. TOnight is my son's tkd....I use to enjoy going, now I dont because My H will be there. He doesnt act the way he use too. Most of the time there he would sit and chat with me like we were friends......now, he would rather go flirt with one of the Other ladies....It just ticks me off that he would do it there in front of me! I kinda lost it with him the other night when we went...I get so jealous that I dont know what to do. Im ok as long as I dont see it, you know?
So, tonight I have to go. I know instead of him being outside waiting for me like he has the past 2 years, he will be inside talking to that woman!! UGH! I dont even wanna go because I know it will tick me off!! It has bothered me all week!
How on earth am I ever gonna get over this stupid man????? SOmebody please tell me!
I wanna move on with my life or move forward, whatever, but Ive just about had enough! I want him to make a move on the divorce or somthing, but sorry...I cant bring myself to be the one to do it!!
SOrry, Im just having one of those days you guys...I would rather just tell him a fib and not even go out there tonight....my son dont wanna go anyway!
Im going crazy.
I just dont know how to get over my H being with someone else.
Basically thats it.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
ok...Im really just not feeling all that good tonight. I decided to text my H that I couldnt take my son to class tonight. That we were gonna skip it and clean house. He didnt think that was a good excuse, so I just told him that sometimes I just dont feel like going. Guess he thought that was a better excuse. It was hard to bite my tongue and tell him that he could go if he wanted to and flirt with that other woman! But I didnt.
Im just in a mood tonight. Hating the way things are. Hating that nothing has changed.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
kissak, what do YOU do when you take your son to tkd? do you sit and watch like a bump on a pickle or do you interact with the other parents there? My H is a social butterfly. I can't expect him to want to sit in the corner with me in a room full of people.
One of my favorite things to do when (x?)ow is around is be radiant and interact with everyone. That's not my normal personality but damm if I'll let her know! lol
Pick yourself up. Have a little chocolate to satisfy the urge, and get back to being the strong and great person you are!
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
i know how u feel. it is so hard knowing u want to let go but just cant, cant move foward with the divorce, cant bear that there is another woman, cant let her "win".
i know.
i dont blame u for being uncomfortable and angry when he acts that way at tkd.
next week try what wcw said, be upbeat and interactive.
try something new. do a 180. whatever u were doing, do something else.
if anything, u will feel better about yourself.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
He knows this bothers you, that is why he does it.
Show him it does not effect you.
It is a way for them to feel in control.
My ex brought the OW to my house one day to pick the kids up. I smiled and acted like everything was fine. You should of seen my ex's reaction. It was priceless. He was so pissed that I did not get angry.
They are idiots.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
Im going crazy.