HELP! HELP! HELP!

[fig]

i cried 3 times and threw up a little one time

then i went to the dr for my diabetes check up
and
my blood sugar was elevated

i told them about the clowns and my new dr laughed

i am put on a new medication

he said i was probably allergic to the other kind which miht be why i could never take the whole dosage or i threw up and had tummy problems all day

so

i am on a new med

i asked for a xanax and he laughed and told me to go have a stiff drink but mix it with dt pop!!!

ugh

[lodo]

dang fig, you've had a he11 of a day, huh? hope you feel better fast!

[fig]

i am going to have toast

my dr said

what i really want is ice cream with carmel sauce

maybe i will have both

[lodo]

my great-uncle was a country doctor and he swore by burnt toast for upset stomachs. I guess it's like activated charcoal and settles your stomach. I could never handle eating burnt toast, so he used to scrape the burnt part off into a glass of water and had me drink that.

It always worked!

[Trip]

Figgy, so glad you went to the doctor. And new meds, that's good. maybe that will help with your anxiety too. I would guess having your blood sugar issues affects that a lot. maybe not though because I know nothing.

[fig]

my dr says it does

and lissie said

"THANK YOU JEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESUS" when she heard they switched my meds

hopefully they will work better
and i am supposed to eat more

WHAT????

fricken morbidly obese is written on my thing but i need to eat more

whatever

i am trying

because if i gain weight...maybe i will gain enough to have the surgery!!!

ugh

[Trip]

probably more often. I hope you are going to post all about this.

[fig]

I am actually going to keep a food log
i can blog about it on here
and
you can listen to me for pages about how i think i might need to change my diet

but

please don't ask me any questions that make me think
or
disagree with my viewpoint of the moment

because i will ask you not to post to me


ugh
i am having a day
and i can't stand all the bitchy
only tell me what i want to heear BS anymore
it makes my hair fall out
and
the let me post about whatever i want, don't disagree only talk about fluffy bunnies and cloud shapes
and
why everyone should love me

ack
i am going over the edge
and
i can't stand it

this place is losing the message of helping people

if all you want to do is hear the sound of your own voice
then go listen to yourself
don't post on a HELPING BOARD about your shite

ugh

i mean
unless you want to move from newcomers to survivng in 2 weeks after you nanycammed your spouse while taping secret messages and following her car ona GPS tracking unit

for crying out loud


sorry
that was my tangent
i am done
over to apologize to bruce for my bad behavior on his thread

[AmyC]

Oh, snap.

This is not a conversation for me to expand on or we'll both be in hot water with the "powers" that be.



You rock, fig.

[fig]

I am just frustrated and tired of feeling small

so

i am making my voice loud

someday maybe i will find a happy medium

but it irks me that a place that was my solace and my sanity has turned into fricken abacrombie and fitch with there dark store, loud booming music and and gagging perfume to cover up the fact that they have a bad selection and poor qualtiy clothes made probably by fingerless children in some 3rd world country making 4 cents a day