It just goes on and on and on..Carnage, destruction, rebirth..the threads keep building. They will end some day. Want some, get some cause here they are..
My 21st thread starts here..This title is from the new 3 Doors Down CD..It's The Only One You've Got
How do you know where you're going, When you don't know where you've been? You hide the shame that you're not showing, And you wont let anyone in. A crowded street can be a quiet place when you're walking alone. And now you think that you're the only one Who doesn't have to try, Then you wont have to fail. If you're afraid to fight, Then I guess you never will.
You hide behind your walls of 'maybe nevers' Forgetting that there's something more Than just knowing better. Your mistakes do not define you now They tell you who you're not. You've got to live this life you're given like its the only one you've got.
Memories have left you broken And the scars have never healed. The emptiness in you is growing With so little left to feel. You're scared to look back on the days before, You're too tired to move on. And now you think that you're the only one Who doesn't have to try, Then you wont have to fail. If you're afraid to fly, Then I guess you never will.
You hide behind your walls of 'maybe nevers' Forgetting that there's something more Than just knowing better. Your mistakes do not define you now They tell you who you're not. You've got to live this life you're given, like its the only you've got.
Ooo, what will it take Oh, to get you to say that "I'll try"? And what would you say if this was the last day of your life?
You hide behind your walls of 'maybe nevers' Forgetting that there's something more Than just knowing better. Your mistakes do not define you now They tell you who you're not. You've got to live this life you're given, like its the only you've got.
You hide behind your walls of 'maybe nevers' Forgetting that there's something more Than just knowing better. Your mistakes do not define you now They tell you who you're not. You've got to live this life you're given like its the only you've got.
Concert today, some football after..Time with D. More rebuked emails and messages from the pursuer. I'm still good, tired but good. Dinner at mom's tomorrow, then maybe a workout or a bike ride..or something..
and Monday..well it's back to the grind on Monday.
Last edited by M from Tennessee; 09/21/0804:50 AM.
A FB application..a speeddating app..strictly via the web. I went with it thinking she was Ok and knew that distance wise it was pretty safe. She was a real pusher and just could not figure out that if she would back off a bit that there could have been a chance to build a great friendship. Some things she said made me uncomfortable and threw up red flags..
byt he way Donna..the music festival was great. My D2 loves music and we both had a fun relaxing time
What a beautiful time it must have been to have your angel cuddled close or dancing near you at the festival. I'm sure you both turned quite a few heads.
Oh yes.. I went and played golf on Friday and played a scratch game! Unfortunately it was with a pricker bush and I have the gashes to prove it! I did consider counting the cuts as strokes but.. you know how honest golfers are.. so I did the right thing.
A little update on today..I find it very confusing when dealing with the STBX at times. I took D2 back today @ 12:00. STBX was there and she wanted to know what we wee doing this week as far as visitation..I find it very odd that she does not keep up with the schedule at all. Anyway I told her that it was the last week of the transitional visitation coming up and the schedule was Mon., Thurs., and a Saturday overnight and then I would prefer that we start the regular visitation on the Oct. 1st weekend anyway, she got all upset and started crying because she'll miss D2 during those stretches that I have her..my response(in my head) is cry me a frinkin river...I'm assuming that the reality of the sitch is smacking her asss around right now..she wanted to be a full time mom and due to her actions she will never be that..
Lunch with my mom and family after that..trip to wal-mart..home to watch the US beat Europe in the Ryder Cup..slipped the movie 300 in and watched Spartans kill Persians, while Mikey attempted to kill his abs..
almost bed time now..
no more contact from the pursuer..back to the grind tomorrow..
Hopefully something good will be served up in the cafe..LOL
...I'm assuming that the reality of the sitch is smacking her asss around right now..she wanted to be a full time mom and due to her actions she will never be that..
It is sad really. I hope one day she can make this up to her baby girl.
The movie 300 YEAH baby, the plot is the best. Mmhmm, I have watched over and over for the story line alone
Nice 6 pack of story lines. yup.
Live Simply Love Generously Care Deeply Speak Kindly Leave the rest to God
....that's sarcasm...i'm practising 