Being a PI myself, I know this very well. LOL But unless he followed me today, he has no clue. I do wonder what his reaction would be though...but not that much since it wasn't a big deal. And I can only control me.
Her sidekick pet hamster named Meow. He specializes in going down bunny holes to find hidden secrets
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12
Nothing much going on here. H did come back to bed last night. I didn’t make a big deal about him sleeping on the couch, and went to bed like I normally do. He actually made a point to talk about him coming to bed this morning. LOL Then when he kissed me bye, gave me a hug, AND another kiss. Funny, but I think I know why.
I’ve been in a really good mood these past two days. Some of that is because I finally got to see my friend John. (giggles to self) I know nothing can happen between us, but I will say getting compliments and having someone say that just seeing you made their day is good for my self esteem. LOL
I was smiling to myself this morning, and H caught me and gave me this strange look. About 5 mins later was when I got the 2 kisses and the hug. I’m feeling somewhat better about everything. There’s a lot going on with my H that has nothing to do with me (not just talking about the A), and until he’s mentally ready to deal with it, there’s not much else to do, but be here, and continue DBing. It still hurts that he chose to even bring our M to this, but I know one way or the other I’ll be fine. (I have to keep telling myself this)
Looking forward to my first DB Coaching session today. Not really sure what goals Cheryl can give me that will help my situation right now, until/if H ends his A. Other than GAL and detach, which I'm trying to do. I'll come back and update afterwards.
