I went out with a friend tonight, there was a dinner & a concert of a local singer/songwriter. It was really good. I miss my H not being with me as we usually went to these things together. But at least I'm getting out some.
I still can't imagine my life without my H in it & I keep praying for him. That is about all I can do right now.
I thought it was very strange that my ex MIL called me last Friday, I just saw her number on caller ID, she didn't leave a message & I didn't call her back.
It was fun to go out last night but I'm so tired today! I'm not used to it anymore. I'm looking forward to staying around home today & getting a few things done. It is supposed to rain also so it could be a glooming sad day, but I'm going to try to keep busy & not think about it.
Send the rain to us, we love rainy and very cloudy days.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
My father in law did the same thing just recently.
I did not know what to make of it.
However, 2 days later my ex's best friend tried to contact me.
I conclude now that perhaps he was trying to find out information.
Who knows.
I just know right now it is best for me not to talk with in laws or ex's friends.
Last edited by TRUSTING; 10/16/0811:05 PM.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
Thank you for checking in on me! I am better some days. This rainy gloomy day has not been easy.
Some days the feeling is so strong that ex will come back but then other days it's not so strong. Lately I've had more of the strong feelings but again, I have no ideal if that is just what I'm wanting or if it's something else. I guess time will tell.
It is turning much cooler here & now feeling like fall, which is a sad time for me. My brother died in the fall, my H wanted a D, everything is dying, trees, flowers & things so it is rather sad, but like I said lately I've had strong feelings.
I really can't imagine what my ex MIL wanted. Maybe she feels bad for the way she acted last Xmas but she is very self-centered & she is never wrong so I don't know. If she had not acted so hateful to me last year I would have probably been going to see her some & also calling her.
Thank you all again for checking on me!!! It really means a lot to me!!!!!
Yes, fall and winter seem dark and dim but new life comes in the spring!
Keep praying and surround yourself with loved ones.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
I dread the holidays again this year but I made it thru last year. Of course last year we were not divorced & I kept hoping he would come to his senses.
I've been a little down today. I went shopping, not the fun kind just cleaning things & the grocery store. Everything is so high these days!! I also went to the pet food store, they are selling all natural food now & frozen raw food, NOT CHEAP!! But I've got to take care of my girls the best I can.
When I would shop & my H was not with me I always thought of him or we would call each other. I really miss that, normally he went shopping with me so that is a hard thing for me & makes me depressed everytime but I know I have to get used to it for now.
