Thanks to everyone that gives advice and reads my rambling posts. I feel like a lunatic sometimes bouncing from thought to thought, venting on here with contradictory posts. Things feel so good with W at times and I slip into that old feeling of comfort and familiarity. Then something triggers a memory or reaction and things fall apart. Honestly, I've been doing terribly at DBing lately. I need to get back to work and have been actively searching. Tested for a job I really want yesterday. Losing my routine of going to work has been much harder than I anticipated. I'm starting to read DR again and start over from square one. I know what I need to do, just gotta do it. Thanks again
Hang in there Mike, it will all work out for the best.
