Mach1,

Take your time with the grieving process. You can't rush it. There will be days when you feel like the heavy cloak of grief has lifted a bit and then it will return. Feel the grief, cry if you need to or do something else, i.e., boxing, screaming, etc., and then release the feelings.

K would want you to focus on yourself now. She is in your heart and will always be there to cheer you on in whatever you do.

Sending lots of positive thoughts and warm hugs your way.