Hey you.. first of all...there isnt anywhere else I was meant to be then by your side honoring K..
Blessed to have been included.

So, I dont know, Mach, I may be getting old..but I am thinking that maybe you dont need to figure it all out.

Maybe you just give yourself a break and just be. Turn that brain off for awhile. I know you...you want to figure it out..and put it behind you. Along the way..you will want to be further along than you are in that moment.

Truth is..that is a whole lot of loss. A whole lot.

I find that I am trying to accept the way things are..and not wonder so much about why they are. I know the why is important in some ways...but really isn't so much in others, ya know?

I think...let things unfold a bit..the answers will come when you need them to.

In the meantime..sometimes sitting in the present, not the past or the future may be the answer to some peace.

You are an amazing man, my friend. You are always in my prayers and will always continue to be. As will our girl.