Devastated after finding hope in the DB process

[Butterc]

LiM, I hear each and every thing you are saying. I read your posts on newcomers also, but it's so easy to get behind on everyone's situations; it is so busy. I came over to this forum because the affair was confirmed and I find the suggestions helpful on other posts.
You sound like an introspective person. I admire how you can express your vulnerability...I hear you,buddy. This epidemic of affairs, to me, is only one side of it. Look at all the other newcomers wanting and working to DB! We are not alone on this crazy roller coaster we have been forced to ride.
Best wishes for you today.