Part 15 - a blue edz rising

[edz]

Well I'm mega bored this evening. Pool closed tonight, nothing at the cinema. Dinner was meh ...nice looking piece of fish but even cooked nicely didnt really taste of anything bar the lemon I put on it...meh.

Nothing from w so she can't be missing me too much not that I thought she was going to break my door down.

A big fat meh day start to finish today.

[Sotto]

Sorry it's been a down day. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better one. Are you in the office tomorrow? It may help to be around people if you're feeling a bit low.

Now, again on this GAL front, I hear a defeatist tone....so I'm here with more 'cheap or free, and suitable for 40 somethings GAL.'

Have a look at what your local volunteer bureau is seeking
What about a book group? I think there's a site where you can search for them
Set up your own group on meetups - orange wednesday group or similar
Visit older people and chat with them in residential home (I love this when Mum is in respite.)
Invite some colleagues out to the pub
Have a look at what Gingerbread are doing locally
Have a look at library events locally
Maybe a cookery class at the local college
Did you google local clubs and societies? Often the local council has a page on these...

There we are....maybe something in there might be of some use :-)

[edz]

Hi toots

Yup in the office tomorrow.

Will continue the investigation, done the local clubs and societies both a lot going on split too young / really too old! Will continue on the others though. Think being honest its 50% really dont want to do available things and 50% getting out there, some new suggestions there though I'll investigate ta.

My detatchment etc is ok at the mo but motivation and fight seem non existent right now. PMA etc is fine around w not moping etc just apart from swimming, gym, exercise, walking cinema and food just nothing I'm getting into. With s lots more of course but nothing really doing with adult company. Need to address it I know. 2x4 myself on it but having real issues there for some reason

[edz]

Two lousy nights in a row, w emailed to say thanks for ebay and ask for the PW again. Got to commute tomorrow so I'm done for today I think, bath bed!

Oh toots checked the link cal volunteer sites two canal cleaning groups, 3 social media from home gigs (er no dont think I need that) nursery gardener (I can kill any plant) and litter collection. A few good things but they're in work hours and I work 8-6 so no can do.

I shall continue....but not today.

[Ggrass]

Oh edzs it's hard when you don't want to.

To be honnest the best thing I did was have quiet time and grieve. I worked posted and slept. For quite a long time. In fact pretty much months.

[edz]

Thanks gg

I'll be ok, had a couple of emails from w late this evening nothing to blow the doors off just bits and bobs about TV. Haven't gone into huge conversation but at least she replied.

As I said I'll get through it all just tired and although a relative newcomer 7 months has worn me down a little after getting my own head straight, moving et all.

I'd be much better if I could just sleep properly but its evading me this week for some reason

[Vanilla]

Edz

You always know what V will say?

Go GAL, go GAL and then go

GAL again!

I will get you dancing yet! I never give up hope..........
And encouraging.


V

[Sotto]

Edz, I hope you had a better night my friend. Being short of sleep does get to you, but it will settle and is probably a reaction to recent events.

I think Mrs Fixit temporarily emerged in respect of your GAL. I have put her back in her box now, you may be pleased to know.

Spring is on it's way, and all will be well. You will feel the sun on your face and have good times on the beach with S whichever way...:-)

[edz]

Morning toots,all.

All help greatfully accepted.

Better night, could do with another couple of hours but work calls!

Will be back later all.

[Old Dog]

Edz

You always know what V will say?

Go GAL, go GAL and then go

GAL again!

I will get you dancing yet! I never give up hope..........
And encouraging.


V

Come on down to Camber Sands for a Ceroc weekender next weekend :-)