I'm pretty excited and very overwhelmed with all the positive energy around it.
There is a part of me that wants to send a letter to xw letting her know and thanking her for all the sacrifices she made towards this path.
I wont do it for a few reasons. 1) Expectations. 2) Contact for us is not loving to either one of us at this time.
But man I wish I was healthy enough to do it. Maybe one day.
The more I learn about the love - the more I realize just how dang hard it is. Sure it would be easy to do lots of things and then apologize later... but why do that to myself?
Onward and upward I suppose.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
