While I thought this was going to be a sad, crying induced week, surprisingly, I have been okay.
Why is that? When he left before, I was hysterical and feeling completely lost. Does this mean anything?
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
You're finally detaching, I would suspect. It's so great when one can get to that point. You feel more at ease, and calm.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim
I am just journaling to remind myself of how far I have come.
I have had good week so far. It is the second week since my H left. Spending time working and running (getting prepared for my 15k on June 3rd). No crying or anxiety - even when my H has reached out to me.
While I am worried about him, it really has been a peaceful and self-fulling 2 weeks for me. I guess I am wondering why things seem to change over time. Does time heal all wounds? Maybe it is true. I just wished I felt this way back in February.
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
