I have not posted for a while. I've been feeling depressed. I am giving up on my marriage. I am slowly reaching a point where I am wondering if I even want him back. I can't wait for the day when I will feel NOTHING for him. I am working hard in my head and heart to let him go and accepting the situation. But its depressing to realise I am 45 yrs, not married and no kids. Sorry if I sound so negative over here. I just need a place to vent. My mom is tired of hearing it.
M 45 H 44 Married 9/09 Seperated 9/10 Not yet filed for divorce 1/11 - H meets OW in another state 9/7/11 - H tells me he is moving to another state on 10/1/11
Hi Ayngl, sorry to hear you're feeling down. Vent away here. Know that it'll get better.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
I've been talking to this new guy for about a month and I was beginning to like him. So I told him my divorce was not finalized and suddenly he was not interested anymore. It hurts because it feels like rejection again. I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place.
M 45 H 44 Married 9/09 Seperated 9/10 Not yet filed for divorce 1/11 - H meets OW in another state 9/7/11 - H tells me he is moving to another state on 10/1/11
Ayngl...If I could just give you a bit of advice. Make sure to heal yourself before you jump into another relationship. If you don't, there is a good chance it won't work out.
M 45 H 44 Married 9/09 Seperated 9/10 Not yet filed for divorce 1/11 - H meets OW in another state 9/7/11 - H tells me he is moving to another state on 10/1/11
