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I know these are "just for entertainment" but I needed to see this today.....

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By Rick Levine
You have a lot more strength now than you acknowledge yet your resistance to your own power can get in the way of your success. Don't succumb to feelings of low self-esteem by comparing yourself to anyone else. You have unique capabilities, whether or not they are recognized. The key now is your own self-awareness. You'll know that you are on the right course when you realize that your beliefs can have a positive impact on others.


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Good luck on your test...

Your making progress...

Love and hugs...


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Thanks..

did good on the test.. not perfect but hey it was the first test.. also today I tested out of my keyboard class meaning that I went ahead in the studies and took the final and passed the class three weeks ahead of schedule.
Thing in my marriage seem to be going great. Progress everyday.
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BTW you, JoJo annd saffie have mail...

take care everyone, I am off to the store to buy part to make a potato cannon with my son to take on our "father and son" trip this year. Unfortunaly because of my school we will be going a month later (july) but we still are going....

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Got it.. Thanks and I agree


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Journaling,

Well things are going great. I have learned that week 3 of college the hormones start kicking in and students start to pair off. Don’t worry I am still on track but I have to admit it does feel good to have some young thing show interest in me and follow me down the hall to my next class yakking away about something…….
As for my home life? Well things are getting better every day. There are so many little things that show improvement. But the thing that needs the most improvement is myself. My attitude plays a big part in my R. AND yes I still do take some things personal that I shouldn’t but I am at least recognizing that now.
Wife has been taking interest in what I have to say….I mean sometimes when I am doing my homework and not talking to anybody but myself...She will over hear me and say “What?” like I said something to her but she did not hear me. One little thing that has bothered me but probably shouldn’t have was her screen saver. She has all of these pictures of our kids….of her family growing up….but somehow my picture has never showed up. Not on her wall, not on her desk. (When she was working). Nowhere. It made me feel like going around the house and where ever my picture was (Like our wedding picture) I wanted to put a post it note over my face…
Well anyway last night W called me into her Office / Room to show me something on her computer. She is tracking that family that is traveling around the country on a bike built for 5... Anyway between things she was switching pages and THERE I WAS… I made it to her screen saver slide show….

Friday when I came home from school there were taco’s on the counter. I thought she had bought them for her for lunch and jokingly said thanks for lunch. She said No problem I stopped and got something for me and thought you might be hungry when you got home……
AND the other day she was making these little homemade pizzas for son for lunch. When she asked him how many he wanted he said two and I said I’ll take three... She asked if I really wanted some too… I said no I was just kidding… but see things are getting better. Wife is reading her self esteem improvement book also so I think that is also helping…
Well Gota go have to study for a test
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Awesome Doc
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woo hoo!! Go Doc.... smile


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Journaling…..
Sorry for the tease…Ok I’m not really... but anyway I have been planning on givin ya all an update for a while but was waiting for my finals to be over... Today was my last one….Aced one class (but it was only a pass no pass class so no grade points my career changing / self esteem class I got an A and I know I at least got a B in my DOS (computer language class)
My R is really good... I would almost say great but still no FULL intimacy contact yet but………..She is really interested in my classes and I think almost envious of me. AND today for the first time in two years she said “I love you” to me… Ok I kind of tricked her but here is the scoop. I think we are at that “dating stage” where you want to say I love you but are kind of afraid. (Not me that is I tell her it all of the time) but anyway … one of my classes about self esteem has these card with phrases on them. You are supposed to read them and say something about them. But what these card so is show that we all have “Scotoma’s” now usually a Scotoma refers to a blind spot in our eye’s. But here it is used as just something that we do not see that is right in front of us.
Ever drive down the same road over and over again and then one day you see a nice house or windmill that you never saw before? And if was there all of this time but you never noticed it? Well you had a Scotoma… it was there all the time but you never saw it..
Anyway I have brought some of these cards home for wife to look at. Well this morning before I left for school. I wrote on a 3X5 card. I drew an eye and a heart and the letter U on it. So on my way out I stopped by her office and said… I got another card form school. I asked her if she could read it out loud... So she read it and said “I love you” I quickly said. “I love you too” and gave her a goodbye kiss. She laughed and said “you stinker”...
I have been having plenty of contact (touching) with her. This is also something I have learned in class. What we believe to be the truth is not always the truth. I thought she did not want me to touch her (what I thought was the truth) but what I have learned is we really don’t know if what we believe is true. AND we will not find out until we let whatever happens take its course.
So there it is... my update. I am not ecstatic about my R but I am very happy about myself. What I am doing... and where I am going.
BTW I bought wife a necklace with an opal stone in it. Picked it out right away. (. remember it took me almost the whole month to pick out our last wedding anniversary present?) I was going to give it to her before we left for her sister’s house on mother’s day but things got too busy. I gave it to her there in front of everyone and she said it was beautiful and walked across the room and gave me a kiss and hug. She then asked if it was from both of us (son and I) and the little bugger said ya so she gave him a hug too…
As for that sweet young thing that followed me to class one day? Well she moved to the seat right next to me in one of my classes. She was really friendly. BUT that class is over this Friday and I don’t think I have another class with her in it. I think she had a boyfriend anyway….


Almost forgot... Yoyo and Sara…e-mail me some of your friend’s names that are on Farmville that will be willing to let me add them as neighbors... I LOVE THAT GAME but want more neighbors

Doc

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