I did ignore the phone call...well kind of. I listened to the message. Knew that I could not reason with him in the state he was in. Left it alone for the night then called him the next day. He did not answer, which I was really okay with, better, actually. I told him," you ask that I tell you it's going to be okay, I can't do that because in my mind this will never be right. You say that you miss me, well I miss you every second of every day, but soo much has happend and as you keep saying, it's time to move on so I guess that's something that you're going to have to learn to live with." the phone then cut me off so I left it at that. The next night he sent a text saying thank you for my support.
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was theotherhalf M43 H43 M22 T25 MLC/OW bomb 4/07 Hmoved out 8/07 D6/09 Still trying to accept and move on...
sorry my computer is acting up...anyway I told him that he doesnt need me, never has, and it's time he takes care of himself. To take care and know that I'll always love him. He sent back "I just want to fall asleep holding you". I did not respond and I haven't heard any more from him.
I truly believe that this is rough on his pride contacting me after all this time and all that's happened. BUT sober would me he's sincere. Sober would me he's being real. He was far from sober.
I have soooo many things I want or need to say to him. And yet...there's really no point. It just hurts like hell.
was theotherhalf M43 H43 M22 T25 MLC/OW bomb 4/07 Hmoved out 8/07 D6/09 Still trying to accept and move on...
