H will be taking the kids out tomorrow night. It means I will miss them heaps because I won't see them until Sunday night. But the good thing is that I don't need to see H that much either. A good thing since I realize that he is toxic in my life now.
Trying to connect with friends more and concentrate on me. Difficult to do since have been Mom and wife for so long. Always putting other people first. It feels a little like trying to write with my left hand when I've been a right hander all my life. Feels awkward. But this is medicine so I have to do it, get used to it because I know it's good for me.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
