I see counselor tomorrow and he will be amazd too. I was great about it all. Thanks for the kudos. I'll be in touch ITSY
M54 H54 married 30 years Prostitues and Other women "100's" 10/7/2004 Prostitue/Junkie girlfriend 6/04-1/07? Left 1/5/05 returned 1/9/05 Asked h to leave 4/2005 Had to, prostitues OW 5/2005 not a prostitue Divorced 9/2006
its so weird how our spouses seem to wind uop in these R with unstable people they leave everything, many lose financially, loose kids, lose respect of friends and family and all they get is the OP who is usually a lowlife form of some sort and how great you sound and your energy vibrates happiness which is probably what you ex was staring out peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
its so weird how our spouses seem to wind uop in these R with unstable people(ditto) they leave everything(ditto), many lose financially(ditto), loose kids(ditto), lose respect of friends(ditto) and family and all they get is the OP who is usually a lowlife form of some sort (ditto, ditto, ditto such a familiar story)and how great you sound and your energy vibrates happiness which is probably what you ex was staring out peace
I absolutely agree. You sound great and so together!
I do have myself together..it was not like this for a long time. I went thru a hell that nobody deserves. Many heart wretching nights and a mental hospital stay. It took me along time to get it together and I learned so much along the way. I am one strong lady now and I am enjoying my life so much. I have a great job that I love that it's almost not working. I am looking for a new partner in my life and will be more mature and repsonsible in the future relationships that I have.
He's GF is not at all what I expected. I thought that she would be happy and cheerful and full of life. I did not see that at all. She was dowdy OLD looking from a wine habit that I now know about. I thought that she would have been somehting else she was nothing at all . I knew her in high school and remember her as a girl that went after others boyfriends and that she was pretty with big boobs. She has the boobs but they are a sagging as well as the face.. I never have seen her in the four years that he has been with her. He went to high school reunion and remeet her. She was a homecoming princess at one time. I just expected something more knowing her past. We all went to high school together. There is another reunion next year and I might even go this time...hhahaaahhhaaaa
I did so well because I have let it all go. I can not forgive him for what he did to us( 100's of other women in a 3 year period, mostly prostitues and low class scum women.)I can let it go tho and once I did I soared with my own recovery to getting me to the place that I am now. No one deserves to be here and put through the rollercoaster rides the lies and decit that we go thru for the sake of a marriage or love. It's wasn't enough for me. I let it all go and have become who I am today, a wonderful full of life person blessed in so many ways. God has a plan for me and I am living it every day and I am so thankful. I finally found the most wonderful counselor who has been a great help to me and what I wanted to do. he listens and repsonds to my issues and talks to me. He gives great feedback. I started the recovery process when I let it all go, can't forgive but can let it go. What he did to me was unforgiveable no matter how hard I tried to forgive and move on. I just let it go and moved forward and it has been great.I did not post alot here but was a lurker alot. It hurt me too much to be here. But I have recovered myself and I look forward to so much now. I hope that I can help others when I stop in which is infrequently but sometimes it's just best to let it all go and move on. For me that was the answer.... ITSY
M54 H54 married 30 years Prostitues and Other women "100's" 10/7/2004 Prostitue/Junkie girlfriend 6/04-1/07? Left 1/5/05 returned 1/9/05 Asked h to leave 4/2005 Had to, prostitues OW 5/2005 not a prostitue Divorced 9/2006
