Hey K! Gosh I am tired. Happy tired, but.. shattered!!
"What on earth were you thinking crying over a girl he talked to in front of you? Is this what you want to come across like?" - no this is why I posted it.. exactly as you say, it was BAD! The reason was.. it was the end of the night and I was drunk unfortunately!!! Sunday I only had 2 halves of lager and he didnt have much, but Saturday night was a bit of a party. So I couldnt help it at the time and was extremely worried about my reaction. No damage was done, but it was a wake up call. I have to work on being secure and confident, as he had to after my EA/PA. Its the s*xual attraction thing..he felt that for Helen I am sure, before he left me.. thats where my insecurities lie at present so I am going to work on that. But yes, wow, he really did alot didnt he, way more than I expected.. we started with a bang and its all been very lovely and exciting. MF said to us that we both seemed so calm and he had never seen us looking so happy.
His explanation was very pathetic wasnt it! I'm looking forward to discussing that one again sometime!
About the Piscean.. maybe yes, but my Mum thinks it was that party I went to till 7am... because he was obviously shocked and worried when I told him about it and immediately said "who were you with till 7am?". So my Mum thinks that it made him realise if he didnt move soon, it might be too late. But yes, I had let go and was enjoying my freedom at that point and I guess, like happened with you.. they notice when you finally do that and detach and accept their decision.
