glam- I am sorry for your frustrations too. I read on your thread how you thought that your hormones are a factor in how you deal with your sitch. I am wondering the same about me. I have never thought that PMS ever effected me but I am noticing now that I am more irritable around that time of month. Maybe that is why things were effecting me the last few days. I need to pay attention to that.
I had lunch with my H yesterday. I pushed and he pulled away. I know he isn't ready to recommit (not that I am really looking for that exactly) but sometimes I just can't seem to stop myself. I know he doesn't want to lose me. He admits he sees us together in the future and is willing to work toward that. I should be grateful and most of the time I am. I do get frustrated and impatient from time to time because sometimes this is difficult for me to understand. I guess sometimes I just need reassurance...lots of reassurance.
After lunch, I sent my H a text saying that I was sorry for adding to his stress and that I know he is trying.
U That is good that you cleared the air with your H Also, I believe we react differently at different times due to hormones or stress or other emotional factors maybe even environmrent. and how well we are eating or taking care of ourselves with exercise and sleep Maybe put yourself on a plan to take better care of you for the month of April: more water more sleep and rest meditate- yoga or another exercise church or some spiritual plan then at the end of the month see how you feel about your situation peace
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