I know. Thank you all. WC, I smiled when I read about your snow bank acrobatics. Glad you weren't hurt.
I wish I could talk to H about my decision, but I won't. It's my dog, and he previously told me that he would support whatever I did, when I decided to. He is too soft hearted about those kinds of things, and could never make the decision himself. So, I kind of just want to go and get it over with. He has talked me out of it the two previous times I made the suggestion. I know I just have to handle it myself and cry it out over the weekend.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.