I'm doing pretty good. H is out hunting right now so I though I would take a second and post. I really appreciate you all checking on me, and your warm thoughts mean so much.
As soon as I posted yesterday, H came up to the bedroom and layed down by me on the bed. It was the H of old, and someone that I have not seen in oh so long. He really wanted me to eat some breakfast, and said that he would clean up the kitchen afterwards. And he did.
We spent the day watching movies and hanging out together...at his request. I had one alien sighting in the late afternoon, but it was over almost as soon as it began. I just left the room and took a shower. As soon as I was dressed and ready to head out the door to do some shopping he was back to the old H and not wanting me to go. That has not happened in forever.
I stayed to watch the end of the game, but then went to do the shopping that I wanted. He asked me to pick up some Mexican from a little deli that we like, and I did that on my whay home. We ate dinner and watched more football. At about 9 he started flipping channels and settled on the HBO series True Blood that he knows I like. It's a weird series that I seem to be hooked on. I grew up with Star Trek and a lot of Stephen King novels, and I loved reading about Vampires. I don't watch much TV, only sports, so this is different for me, but I really like it. We watched all of the ones that we have missed, and fell asleep about 11.
This morning we woke up to rain and snow. It's cold and ugly. We had a great breakfast and then he went outside to work on the drive. I baked a couple of pies and did laundry. S 22 and his GF came to visit, and then H left to go hunting. He is in his woods blind because it is too nasty to hunt close to our place.
All in all a pretty normal day. He did have one blow up a while after he went outside and was working the drive with the bobcat. I was making the second pie and doing laundry. Pretty soon the house phone rang and it was H, he was mad and asking when I was going to come out and move my TBlazer. ?? I guess it was in the way for what he was doing, but I did not know that. I came out and moved it and just went back inside. He came in for a brake a while later, and I had already figured out that he had probably come close to it with the bobcat and was pissed when he called. That was what happened, he said that he was sorry and it was his fault, not mine. He almost hit my car and it shook him up. Saying that it was his own fault was very cool. I know that he'll probably be at the bar tomorrow since he was home all weekend. But I sure did need this little bit of normal.
I'll check on you guys tomorrow. I hope that you are all well and having a peaceful weekend.
Hugs and love to you.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
Hey vampires-great trilogy by Jeanne Kilkagordris (I can check the spelling if that is wrong) Covenant With a Vampire, Children of the Vampire and Lord of the Vampire. Excellent. They start before Dracula, through that story and after.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
Thanks Hope, I love the insight from wise owl, as K put it! I saw snow on the Chicago Tenn game yesterday that is enough for me, I am sure though that soon we will have some here in OZ! I just wish the ruby slippers really worked. Maybe H should put them on and say there is no place like home and see where he ends up.
Guys, it's 30 degrees here. I had to walk thru snow on the deck this am to get in the hot tub. That makes getting in wonderful, but getting OUT sucks.
Ok. Know I gotta be tought. And speaking of that. I got the phone bill this morning. More phone numbers to the unknown number. Comparing them to my journal they match up to the alien sightings. Interesting. Now, on the good side, which is what I know I have to focus on, they are all consolidated within a 10 day period in the middle of last month. None made after the 17th.
I still want to throw up.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
You're not harping. I know that you care about me.
I'm pretty sure, but I guess not 100% Aside from a test, I don't know how to really rule that out. I have flat out asked several times and he always looks me in the eye and says no. I realize that doesn't mean a whole lot.
Looking at the timing though, the first call was made about 2 hours after he had received a long phone call from the OM. He placed a short call to the unknown number, and two minutes later that number called him back and spoke for 25 minutes. Twenty minutes later it called him again and spoke for 2 minutes. Two hours later he placed a one minute call. He placed 6 more calls on the 14th, 17th & 18th, all in the afternoon and none of them were returned. No calls were made after the 18th. And, his mood has slowly gotten better.
I just wish there was some way for me to find out who answers this number. At least I would know what I am dealing with.
I guess I just have to trust, and believe.
Thanks for listening to me friends.
Most of us are about as happy as we make up our minds to be.
Hey Hope, can you go to a pay phone somewhere and call. That way there are no ties back to you. Like from a Wal Mart or a Mall somewhere. Not that I want you to call the number, but maybe that would give you some idea what you are dealing with.
