Sleeper, yes, the dream seemed to reflect at least how I've been seeing things. Can you and NG say more about "to some deree they can't figure out why they are doing what they are going / they can't control what they are doing"? I'm not sure I understand this, though I've heard reference to it before.
NG, having someone post on my thread that they "get it" is helpful!! Very helpful! I feel less "crazy" for feeling what I feel, and less alone as I go through all this. Thank you for posting! I know it's a real rough go for you too right now, I hope you are having a better day today.
