sometimes we must allow these feelings to run its course, I totally understand you honey))))))))))) I give myself a few secs to feel like this sometimes, a bit of my self, a tiny piece of my soul who is allowed to pout, stamp her feet and hurt when she thinks of him and ow and about being alone. I pat "her" on the head, and tell her it is ok to feel this way, and let her be.
I will be praying very very hard for you everytime i remember your stich, i pray they allow you to leave mrsH, I pray you able to forge a new path for yourself and kids elsewhere))))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
Mrs. H, It's okay to have these feelings. It's a way of helping you to heal a bit. Feel those feelings, own them and once they are gone, you'll feel a bit better and stronger for them.
Tomorrow is going to be a busy day for you. I hope that law guardian will be in favor or your move. I believe, from what you told us, your children are very well grounded and mature for their ages and this will help in the decision. There was no "one-sided" talk about either you or JA, that's always a good sign that neither of you is bad-mouthing the other to the children. I will keep you in my thoughts in prayers tomorrow.
I hope that you've got something planned for today. It's suppose to be a beautiful day. Get out and enjoy Mother Nature's beautiful scenery and find something to occupy your mind today. I know that the hearing tomorrow is right up front and center, but you've got to put it aside a bit today and find your center once again.
Hugs to you and the boys.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
I feel like the dream I had about the ow and JA being happy together was my mind telling me to move on because they really are happy together.
I don't think they will ever break up.
He is just done and over with me.
I am not looking forward to court tomorrow because of how the last court date went. It's like I am cursed to be hurt and nothing is going to go my way.
Sorry for being such a downer but that is how I feel at this moment.
