I know what I need to do when I get "like this". Dive headlong into GAL activities. Next on my To-Do List is watercolour painting. I used to paint, and like so many things in my quest to become a boring lout, I stopped doing it.
So, tonight's therapy: Go to the artist's supply store and restock my supplies. That should help!
Thanks CW, I will (try to) be strong. I feel that, compared to many in our little group, I don't have as much to complain about.
No, you don't have much to complain about and most of that's because you've been strong and a good DBers. Keep it up!
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09
Yeah, I guess this is really an opportune time to reconnect with earlier interests and passions. I relate to becoming a lout! Trying to rediscover old interests and see what new ones may lie ahead. You're really doing great with putting lots of energy into it.
Also, I can totally get the "I miss you" part...how lovely it would be to hear those words from the other party!!!
Well it was a nice spring evening so I walked down the river walk to a neighborhood pub, and had a nice dinner and a couple of Guinnesses.
There were a couple of girls two tables over, that smiled at me a couple of times. That felt nice...but I have no interest in seeking out any female companionship. That even surprises me, given that I had an A 12 years ago. Guess it shows how much I've changed.
Still a bit weird how I feel a shoe is about to drop. Hope I'm wrong.
Think I'll head out to the hot tub and contemplate life for half an hour or so....
EDIT: Just got an email from her. I have another audition lined up for hopefully Thursday, which I told her via email. This was her comment.
nice sharing, thank you!
looking forward to hearing all about it on Wednesday. Let me know tomorrow if I need to drive in on Wednesday. Would much rather see your new vehicle if you have it.
Positive, neutral, ????
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Me: 54 Her: 50 and sexy as hell M: 32yrs T: 34yrs Bomb: Sept 26-07 "lost our emotional connection" Bomb 2: Dec 25-07 she's "not feeling desire" She asked if she could come home Apr 26-08! Everything's GREAT!
I will use my crystal ball and a few enchantments to read the meaning of her email. Allow me a moment to open to the awareness of the universe.
Originally Posted By: minkerman
nice sharing, thank you!
Ahhh.. she appreciated your note.. and is thanking you.
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looking forward to hearing all about it on Wednesday.
She wants to see you
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Let me know tomorrow if I need to drive in on Wednesday.
Must she come to you?
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Would much rather see your new vehicle if you have it.
I'd like the new you to come to me... you're surprising me.
Awww.. Mr. M.. the crystal ball has gone silent.
And the other shoe is going to drop, you'll put slippers on.. and you'll keep going with that smile on your face, resolve in your soul and be the incredible man you are.
