H just called . It went well. I told him hello them proceeded to tell him D7 was not around. She was home sick with my mom. D7 now has an ear infection. Poor baby.
I expected H to get off the phone, but he started asking questions about her and if she went on her trip.When did she get sick...
Then H told me he was thinking about leaving the dogs in with his parents.I told him how much I missed them. H said we will see.
then I told him D7 would call/or he cam call her around 7pm and he said no dont worry about it..just tell her I called and was thinking about her. Ill call again tom.
Just to hear H say he was thinking about her was odd because I can't remember the last time he said that.
It was a normal conversation, I think I cut it short.
Kiki I hope you are doing ok. Good luck on the Depo. You are in my thoughts and prayers I completely can understand what you are going through. Sounds like we are in the same sort of sitch at this moment.
Good Luck
Jeanette, You are not kidding about any of this.
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Your learning...
Patience self-contol understanding caring to be a better parent to be a better person to love yourself LOTS OF LEGALCRAP! To be a great friend!
Your learning all good things......
There is one other little thing I have learned and it could be considered self control but I think it deserves it's own category. It is.......
How not to kick your spouses @ss. lol.
And later we might add FORGIVENESS.
B2M
Bomb 3/31/2007 Moved out 04/22/2007 Moved back in 06/11/2007 Wants to stay and try 09/04/2007
Ok, thanks girls. I AM learning. I guess I just get soooo frustrated sometimes.
So much is going on in my head right now. I guess it is because it is Valentine's . I can deal with being without a man and all, but...H filed on Valentine's day. On the first paperwork I saw the date he sighed was Valentine's day.
It BUGS me , yes. But that I will feel and let go.
I get frustrated because for a moment there , there was a battle in my head if H was being sincere.
I think I just get mad at myself for letting that thought slip in my head.
I have to move forward.
H has always been able to manipulate me, I believe. I just couldn't see it.
He would be nice and loving and that would shut me up.
I think H doesn't realize I HAVE grown and now it is obvious to me.
Look, I'm not dumb. H DID NOT call d7 today as he said he would. She is sick and he has not talked to her in 6 days.
I feel as if H was phony.
I feel H can't even be sincere ib his care for D7.
I am not upset. Im not sad. I just cant be in denial of what is.
Kiki this will pass hopefully your H will be there for D7 believe for the best this is probably an emotional week for him as well you have been amazing thru it all and its not over keep your chin up PMA pray youll get to the other side whatever it is peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
Ok, thanks girls. I AM learning. I guess I just get soooo frustrated sometimes.
Hey, We are all still learning. I know I feel as if I learn something new everyday in regards to all of this. The one thing I have learned and it gets me through is that I never waivered on my love for my H. I never strayed from the marriage. It does not matter what he thinks, I know the truth and I know that if we do not work out I will be ok. I will move on and have a very happy life because I am a good person.
Out of everything I have done I am greatful that I have taken the time to figure out what he was going through.
Keep your head up. I know this is easier said than done. Have fun and do things for you. One of the things that I have found serenity in is my friends. We are actually having a girls day on Saturday. We have been doing this on the weekends that I do not have my kids and it is so much fun.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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H has always been able to manipulate me, I believe. I just couldn't see it.
He would be nice and loving and that would shut me up.
Almost everything you write sounds just like me and my H. It is so weird how similar they all are. This past weekend was a turning point for me. I actually am able to say he is not going to do this to me anymore.
Bomb 3/31/2007 Moved out 04/22/2007 Moved back in 06/11/2007 Wants to stay and try 09/04/2007
Wow! Do you see how your left feeling OK. It is ok.....
