fillet of a fenny snake, in the cauldron boil and bake; eye of newt and toe of frog, wool of bat and tongue of dog, adder's fork and blind worm's sting, lizard's leg and howlet's wing, for a charm of pow'rful trouble, like a hell-broth boil and bubble.
I used the ActI Scene V scene to audition for plays...Lady Macbeth is one of the most fun characters to play...she is looooooooooooney!!!!
Well, most importantly, I have a job interview in 2 hours for a position as an interpreter thru a local service agency in their prenatal program. So keep your fingers crossed cuz I think this will work in nicely with what I'm doing already and it sounds like something i'll really enjoy.
ALso, I've mentioned X's uncle dying this week and it's really sent me for a loop. I've been a part of this family for 17 years- more than half my life. This man meant something to me and I feel left behind. So I'm trying to make my peace with this. But it's really hit me hard (I've always had 'issues' with mortality, etc) and has spured some changes in me.
I feel so different than I did even last week. I've dropped the rope. I'm done worrying about the choices X makes or the R he is having w/ OW. I've talked to her twice this week. I've let go. I'm feeling more peaceful. I'm feeling charmed. My life is brilliant, kind of thing. And I couldn't be happier that I've done this b/c it just feels so right to me. I'm loving life.
And on a funnier note... D4 just came to me with a box of Lysol wipes and asked what they are for. So I explained you wipe off items that have been handled by someone who is sick and she is following D6 around, asking her what she touched so she can wipe it off. Now she is hovering asking if she's finished with the pencil she is using... umm, please drop the pencil so I can disinfect it. OMG, this is hilarious.
Did I mention, my life is charmed? I bet that interview will go just fine.
Hug your kids and drop the rope, people. You're worth that.
You're sounding good. Of course it helps when you're feeling better, doesn't it? It is weird how when something like this happens we find ourselves greiving alone seeing that we're no longer part of the family. I still have a hard time dealing with that one. Of course it shows what a good heart you have and that you genuinely care. You sure wouldn't want to lose that, then you'd be just like your husband, and that hard heart of his. Although this should be interesting since you said how much you husband loved this man. Wonder if this put a few cracked in the ice?
Four year olds are so much fun and she sounds like a real charachter. Enjoy every single second.........
