thanks for checkin in, still don't know about the trip. h is still trying to get past this little storm (a couple inches fell over night) and see about what to do about the upcomming snow. for now it's still on. but I am not keeping my hopes up.
so here's what's buggin me now.
I get these disgusting e-mails from women wanting to screw me. just got one titled, horny housewifes who want to do you. with a message from sara saying she is into anal sex just like I requested. now these are all liked to sites so they may just be spam but it seems that they come and go, mostly only occuring during the winter. h claims that he is not into any of that stuff and most of the time I believe him but I am leary cause he has mentioned and interest in the "shocker" though he would never do that without my permission and why would I think h is a sex crazed lunatic anyway? it seems I have more drive than he does. he can be pleased (fully) by simply pleasing me.
it bothers me and most of the time I just ignore it or send it of to spam but ugh!!! I don't need this crap. how do I get rid of it??
LL - we get the same sort of crap but that only started after we signed up for cable internet about four months ago. It bothers my W as well but she cannot blame that one in any way on me.
Your ISP should have a procedure for reporting spam / offensive e-mails, etc. If it is like ours (Road Runner through our Time Warner cable service), they ask that you forward the e-mail to them so that they can log and track. What happens after that, I have no idea...
I hope that your weekend getaway happens - God knows you deserve it! Also hope that H gets a clue and starts "pleasing" you...
I am so friggen tired of my h's job!! it is more important than anything and takes up ALL of his time. He still does not yet know if we are going away and it it now 1:30!!! I would like to know wtf I will be doing and I am sick of having to wait and see, wait and see.
what kind of a friggen company does not allow a person a vacation??? h's employees get more benifits than he does for cryin out loud.
why is it possible for h to let a major employee take snow mobiling trips when there is a threat of snow (so what if it is an inch or two) when he himself can't do the same??? if he can get employees route covered why the hell can't he manage to get his own covered??
I am pissed off and have told h that I will be going anyway with or with out him, if his boss (uhm, h is the boss?) is not considerate enough to give him a few days off well I don't know what else to say!!
so great, I will be going away by myself, I don't mind that much need the rest anyway. h is now pissed at ME? and I can't stand this anymore.
h is busy all summer long, and when the winter comes is busy too.
I am sick of his job. I have been pushed aside for his job for the better part of 13 years and I'm sick of it. tell your customers to go [censored] themselves they are apparently more important than ME!! hell you even went beyond the call of duty and were a "friend" to one who's husband wasn't doing his job!!
I should have married a man with a 9-5 job! or I just should not have gotten married at all!
> Winter in Massachusetts > >> > DEAR DIARY: > >> > > >> > AUG. 1 > >> > Moved to our new home in Massachusetts. > >> > It is so beautiful here. The city is so > >> > picturesque. Can hardly wait to see it > >> > covered with snow. I LOVE IT HERE > >> > > >> > OCT. 14 > >> > New England is the most beautiful place > >> > on earth. The leaves are turning all > >> > different colors. I love the shades of red > >> > and orange. Went for a ride through the > >> > hills and saw some deer. They are so > >> > graceful. Certainly they are the most > >> > peaceful animals on earth. This must be > >> > paradise. I LOVE IT HERE. > >> > > >> > NOV. 11 > >> > Deer season will open soon. I can't > >> > imagine anyone wanting to kill such > >> > an elegant creature. The very symbol > >> > of peace and tranquillity. Hope it will > >> > snow soon. I LOVE IT HERE. > >> > > >> > DEC. 2 > >> > It snowed last night. Woke up to find > >> > everything blanketed in white. It > >> > looked like a postcard. Went outside > >> > and cleaned snow off the steps and > >> > shoveled the driveway. We had a > >> > snowball fight today (I won). > >> > When the snowplow came by we had > >> > to shovel the driveway again. > >> > What a beautiful place. Mother Nature > >> > in perfect harmony. I LOVE IT HERE. > >> > > >> > DEC. 12 > >> > More snow last night. I love it. The > >> > snowplow did his trick again that > >> > rascal). A winter wonderland. > >> > I LOVE IT HERE. > >> > > >> > DEC. 19 > >> > Snowed again last night. Couldn't > >> > get out of the driveway to get to work > >> > this time. I'm exhausted from shoveling. > >> > Damn Snowplow! > >> > > >> > DEC. 22 > >> > More of that white [censored] fell last night. > >> > I've got blisters on my hands from > >> > shoveling. I think the snowplow hides > >> > around the corner and waits until I'm > >> > done shoveling. That [censored]! > >> > > >> > DEC. 25 > >> > "White Christmas" my busted ass. > >> > More snow. If I ever get my > >> > hands on that son-of-a-bitch who > >> > drives that snowplow, I swear I will > >> > castrate the dumb bastard. Don't know > >> > why they don't use more salt on this > >> > freaking ice. > >> > > >> > DEC. 28 > >> > More of the same [censored] last night. Been > >> > inside since Christmas day except for > >> > when "Snowplow Harry" comes by. > >> > Can't go anywhere. The car is buried > >> > in a mountain of white [censored]. The > >> > weatherman says expect another 10 > >> > inches of this [censored] tonight. Do you know > >> > how many shovels full of snow 10 inches is? > >> > > >> > JAN. 1 > >> > Happy freaking New Year!. The > >> > weatherman was wrong (AGAIN). > >> > We got 34 inches of snow this > >> > time. At this rate it won't melt until the > >> > 4th of July. The snowplow got stuck > >> > down the road and [censored] for brains had > >> > the balls to come to the door and ask to > >> > borrow my shovel. I told him I broke 6 > >> > shovels already, shoveling out the [censored] he > >> > plowed into my driveway. I broke the 7th > >> > shovel over his head. > >> > > >> > JAN. 4 > >> > Finally got out of the house today. Went > >> > to the store to get food and on the way > >> > back a deer ran out in front of the car and > >> > I hit the damn *#! dear. Did about $3,000.00 > >> > damage to the car. Wish the hunters would > >> > have killed them all last November. > >> > > >> > MAY 3 > >> > Took the car to the garage in town today. > >> > Would you believe the body is rotting away > >> > from all the salt they keep dumping > >> > all over the roads. It really looks like a piece > >> > of [censored]. > >> > > >> > MAY 10 > >> > Moved to Florida today. I can't > >> > imagine why anyone in their right > >> > mind would want to live in the God forsaken > >> > State of Massachusetts.
this sounds very frustrating!!!! maybe you could get a boy friend just for going on trips. JUST KIDDING!
at least you don't get repeat emails for penis enlargement techniques like i do. oh and i love the ones i get about sexy wild co-eds who will do it with eachother for my pleasure. i know i get these because of my h was very into on line porn before he hooked up with sk. i haven't figured out how to stop it, but i never open it. now maybe when i get one about sexy naked firefighters i will. lisa
I am sorry that H will not be going away with you for the weekend but glad that you made the decision to go by yourself anyway. Still trying to figure if that makes sense or not - I get too confused sometimes...
Maybe H will see this as an indication that you are going to have a life regardless of what he does. I hope that you really enjoy the time away - you certainly deserve it and have earned it.
Quote: at least you don't get repeat emails for penis enlargement techniques like i do. oh and i love the ones i get about sexy wild co-eds who will do it with eachother for my pleasure.
yes I do!!
Quote: i know i get these because of my h was very into on line porn
my h denies having any interest in porn, hell even his office (landscapers) bathroom is full of sports illustrated and lawn equiptment magazines not a one playboy in sight!
Quote: maybe you could get a boy friend just for going on trips. JUST KIDDING!
in the past (before all this crap with ow and sep and d talk) I did make that remark to h, thing is then it wouldn't be just for trips, would be for sex! (cause he wasn't puttin out!) for companionship (cause he was too damn tired from working all the time).
h always just said...go ahead!! now I wish I had!!
I don't know!!
h's job has been the downfall of this r. maybe I am just not the woman for him, not because we are not compatable, not because we can't have fun together (well when he's awake we can) but because his job demands (or rather he allows it too, he is the owner for christs sake he does not have to personally take on as much as he does, control freak wont let go and let his employees have more responsibility) too much of him and I want more of a man than that he be a provider!!! this is not the 1950's and I aint sittin at home in an apron waiting to bring him the friggen paper so he can put his feet up and smoke a pipe while I finnish up the ironing!!
Quote: Still trying to figure if that makes sense or not - I get too confused sometimes...
me too!! I don't know will it just piss him off?? will it piss me off? aawww piss!
LL
well apparently it worked? I guess? wasn't doing it to make it work was just saying that I'd go alone cause damn it! I want and need to get away, having h come too was just a bonus factor so I said I'd be going anyway!
well h just called 2:20 and said he still doesn't have any more info than he did earlier (meaning the weather is still ? and who will cover his route is still ?) but WE will plan on going?
he is at his office now (this I know cause he knocks me off line of aol that is the same acct) and checked the weather, has to bill out this past storm and finnish up some stuff so wont be home right away but when he does get here we will get in the car and go!
but i guess it's all anyway!! right??
LL porn thing still buggin me, h seems to only use the puter to check the weather and listen to the pats, BUT what if those are just the screens he keeps up for when I walk in the room...oh stop your mind from wandering LL!
I'll check in soon.
lisa 
Still trying to figure if that makes sense or not - I get too confused sometimes... 
anyway!! right??