Fogg, Jelly, Di and Pigpen thanks for stopping by. All is well with me. I just read Zues last post on Fo thread. It is very powerful and resonates within me. His post has re inspired me and given me a sense of direction. I have felt like "okay, now I wait for her" but now see a higher place and how to get there. I am smiling right now. I took another step toward detachment this evening. I get it now, I get it.
Thanks Thornton, Hi Grlonfr, I am in a good place. I am trying to enjoy each moment. I just came home from class, showered and hanging out with my son. I appreciate every moment at home and am trying to do that at work. It's a little more challenging there but will be worth it.
Zues wrote this on Fo's thread yesterday and it opened my eyes. He wrote "Remember- if you can't enjoy your life the way it is today...with your children, your gifts, your friends, your health, your freedom, your safety...then God giving you back your H won't change the fact you're going to be a miserable person." This is so simple yet brilliant.
This is where I have evolved to and it is due to the kindness, compassion and patience of you my dear friends. Be well and hang in there it really does get better
Mutatio! How are you? I hope that since you are posting less, that it's a good sign. I have an idea for you... get back on FB. Find the purple mohawk girl... you will find friends there.
Follow the yellow brick road, mu. Or purple mohawk.
Hope you are eating life! Enjoy the kids, find beauty around you... keep creating! Be well, mu!
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
Hi everyone, I am well. I am emotional stable, living in the present moment. I love my wife yet I barely speak to her. I am living my life without her. I am sitting here with my son as he shoots his way thru some post apocalyptic X Box nightmare. I am trying to enjoy each and every moment and getting better at it. I am enjoying my class, building my grow box, enjoying my kids and dog, I have a good life. I am not posting as much because I have don't have much to talk about.
Dday, I really doubt I will join Facebook again. I have nothing but animosity for corporate spying in the guise of social networking. Don't get me wrong I would love to connect with my dear friends but I feel about Facebook about the same as I feel about drinking. I saw a purple mohawk.
Jelly, I miss you, I miss your kind and gentle nature. I miss your wise words. I miss my friends. Where did my people go? Have you all been seduced by Facebook?
If this as a close as we get to being connected Mu, then I am always here. You are special man. I told you, you're like the dad I always wanted!
We love you Mu and we want the best for you! More than any of us can express. We need you more than you need us. One particular one, who you are quite close too - you know how she is, needs you more than she would ever say.
PS NZ is only ever a flight away. And plane's go both way. Whenever you have some downtime, let me know! Come to Hobbiton.
MY love and friendship always Mu. ( I just thought how cool it would be to send snail mail to you. The lost art of letter writing) I used to love putting pen to paper for letters. And always so exciting to get one.
I get it now, I get it.